Weasley twins x y/n

George

A/N: Trigger warnings; talks of self harm, and sucide attempts.
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It started out as a peaceful saturday, you got up, got dressed, and took a stroll in the hallways like usual. Ever since Pansy was expelled its gotten a lot better.. and quieter.. but that didn't mean all of your enimies were gone. Draco, Crabbe, and Goyle still bothered you on the daily all because you rejected Draco in 3rd year.. he never took it too far but you didn't know how far he was willing to take it.

You walked into the great hall and was greeted by everyones eyes on you, panic immediately set in and you hesitantly looked at Malfoy who was grinning to himself like he had just done something. You walked over to him as the silence got louder "Malfoy what the hell did you do?" you whispered while clutching your robe. He chuckled "I don't know, ask everyone in here. You have their attention." he turned back around as you looked at everyone "will someone tell me whats going on?" you bit your lip knowing it was something bad.

Neville stood up from the griffyndor table "m-malfoy said you t-tried to kill yourself last week.." he hung his head, almost like he felt guilty. You on the other hand felt your heart drop and the worried grin changed to a more panicking grin. No one was supposed to know about this how did Malfoy find out? maybe he was the one who got you to the hospital wing before it was too late? maybe he saw my journal? you got dizzy and stumbled around the great hall looking for an exit. As soon as you straightened out your vision you ran for the door but you didn't get far into the hallway before someone grabbed your arm.

Womens instinct.. you fought back "Let me go! please! i'm already humiliated enough! you won!" you began to cry not knowing the person who grabbed you was your long term boyfriend George Weasley. He tried to calm you down but you kept fighting it off, once you escaped his grip you ran off to the one place no one ever found you at, the astronomy tower. This has always been your venting/ hideout that no one knew about. You felt like ripping your heart out, Malfoy told everyone, and i mean everyone. They know now! Everyone is going to think you're weak..

You clutched your chest and fell to your knees.. sobbing harder than you ever have before. Everything was overwhelming you completely, first your friends were going to hate you for hiding something so serious from them, and second people would think you're weak. You laid on the ground crying so much it felt like there were no tears left to cry out.. you were so alone and everyone probably hated you now.

George crept up the tower and when he saw you his heart shattered into peices.. seeing his bestfriend and lover laying on the ground crying her heart out, knowing you were hurt in the past and hurting now.. he just wanted to help. His sneakyness didn't last for long though because you eventually caught on that he was there "here to tell me how i should've told you? or how i'm weak? i've already heard it enough.. go away.." you turned your head away from him. He walked over to you and shook his head "no actually.. i'm here to comfort you so that you don't have to go through this alone.." he tried to look at you.

You sighed and sat up wiping your eyes, "George i don't need-" he quickly sat next to you and held you close "shh.. don't lie.." he whispered and hugged you.  It felt good knowing there was someone who cared about you finally, someone who wouldn't shame you for it. He eventually pulled away and you looked at the ground "you don't understand Georgie.." you wanted to cry more and so did george, "actually y/n.. i do.." he rolled up his sleeve slowly revealing scars on his arm, indicating he had been cut. You gasped and looked up at him "i didn't start until my brother died.. i had just lost part of me.. my life long bestfriend.." he sniffled, you could tell he was holding back tears.

He pulled his sleeve back down "i didn't know what to do.. i was so empty and so alone. Seeing your own flesh and blood die infront of you tears you up.." he looked up at you. You pulled him close and played with his hair "Georgie.. bubba.. you have me. You could've came to me.. I know what its like to lose a brother." you pursed your lips "Cedric bubby.. i watched him die.." your voice cracked and your heart shattered more. The gingered headed boy pulled away "is that why-" you cut him off  "yes thats why i tried to kill myself.." he kissed your cheek making you smile a bit.

George pulled you close to his chest, resting his cheek ontop of your head "We never have to go through this alone.. we have eachother love." he spoke softly. You smiled and nodded, holding onto him "forever mi amor.."