Supervengers- Supernatural and Avengers Fanfic (Origins)

Chapter Eighteen~Story time with Sadie and Loki

Chapter Eighteen~Story  time with Sadie and Loki

Loki's POV:

Because I still haven't taken the tracking spell off of Sadiana I ended up travelling with her. She had been lied to all of her life just as I have been throughout my life and exsistence. She hated it and for once I knew how she felt. She would feel alone and isolated. I hated this. I wanted her for some reason to be happy. I then closed my eye's and ended up on a soft ground. I opened my eyes to find that there was grass ebneath my feet. I was in a meadow. There was flowers of all different kind's everywhere. The sky was blue and it was a beautiful place.

The sun was out and an woodland lead off of the meadow with an on going spring splashing about. This was like a heaven. It was peaceful place and Sadiana was here. No wonder she chose to come here instead of staying at Stark Tower. I walked around until I heard sobbing in the distance. I could hear the muffled cries as they tried to calm. 

Her chocolate brown hair was in curls and was draping around her shoulders. They hung lose like a mane and she a wild animal just heard that she has to be taken into captivity. She was now broken. The procelain doll is shattered and broken up into many pieces and does'nt know what to do.

I placed my hand on her shoulder and rubbed my thumb across her back. She seemed shocked at first and looked up to see who it was. But she obviously didn't really pay any attetion.

"Go away Gabriel. I don't want to talk to liars." She stated as she spat with hate. I then smiled a little and looked down at the grass. Every different strand was making there way up to her as she sobbed. It was like thry wee trying to comfort her just as I.

"Well I better go then. Considering that you definately won't want to talk to me." I said and the she lifted her head. She looked at me as her beautiful emerald eye's just as my own were puffed up by red and crystal tears in them.

"Loki? W- what are you doin' here?" She asked me. She then sat normallyand looked at me. I didn't find the rights words. I then just thought don't lie for once this girl needs the truth.

"I still haven't taken that tracking spell off of us so that I still follow you. Sorry." I said with a sad smile on her face. I knew how she felt. I had been through all of this. Being betrayed by her family and not wanting to ever talk to them again, But she couldn't. It is the worst mistake that she could make.

"Well... I think I have a stalker..." She tried to joke. I smiled and then she went back to looking upset. Tears fell out of her eye's. She then placed her hands up and cried in them and soft wimpers could be heard once more. I continued to rub her back. She still kept on crying. 

"Shushhh- Sadiana why don't you tell me about it. Hey, tell me." I asked her. She shook her head in her hands. I gave out a small sigh as only I could here her. But I was evedently wrong.

"Don't sigh Loki it isn't good for your character to sigh." She told me. I looked at her and then whispered in her ear.

"And it isn't good to see you so upset. This isn't you. Where is that rebeliuos girl that I met only a few day's ago you would kick ass and stabe people if they we're annoyed?" I asked her. She then took her hand's away from her face and then cried.

"All my life has been a lie. My so called 'family' never truly liked me and I didn't know why. Yes I can annoy the shit out of you and I am stuck up little bitch but I never understood why. And now being half demon makes me feel as my 'family's' enemy. I hated that they lied to me. I trusted them and then they betrayed me..." 

She said. I looked down at her and nodded my head. It was time I told her my story. She already knew it from afar but didn't hear it from me personally. She deserved to know.

"Well just recently I would say now a couple of years ago. I found out my true parentage. Odin and I were fighing and previously me and Thor as well as the warriors three and Lady Sif went to Jotúnhiem and fought the Frost Giants. One of them grabbed my arm and for a normal asgardian that meant instant frsot bite but for me my hand and then my arm turned blue. I didn't know why.

My curiousity then lead me to the undergrounds and the room of the castel where we kept the casket known to others as the Tesseract. With it's power I found that it adjusted to my own. I hated the fact that I knew who I was but I wanted to hear it from Odin's mouth." 

I started to tell her. My tears were starting to form but Sadie didn't say anything nor did she judge. She just sat there listening to my sad tale. I wanted to know why I was telling her this. It couldn't be love... No it was pity... I think?

"Odin then told me that he found me on the hillside of Jotúnhiem and that I was left to die. I was only then seen as a relic to the great All-father as a bargin. A pawn in a game of chess. Brought up in my so called 'brother's' shadow and not really treated as the favorite of the two princes. And I undersrtand now why. 

The only person that I could think really saw me as an equal was Frigga. She was my adopted mother and now she is dead and the last time she saw me I hurt her. I didn't know how she remembers me. As a monster.. I am the monster not you Sadie. 

I was the one who was broken and went into an abyuss and attacked New York. I was the one who got sent to prison and only because Frigga talked to Odin I lived. And I am the monster that parents tell their children at night... Not you Saide..." 

Then I just broke down. Sadiana listened to me the whole time and now it was her who was comforting me. I looked at her and she shook her head and wiped away my tears.

"You're not a monster Loki. You are just misunderstood. Who you were born to doesn't matter. It is who you develop and become that matters." She told me caressing my cheek. I looked at her and then she whispered.

"Maybe I should just take my own advice." I then didn't know what over came me but it happened.

I forward and pressed my stone cold lips against her warm ones. I kissed her. It was a short and sweet kiss and a shock to Sadie. She seemed uncomfortable. I quickly pulled away and muttered.

"Sorry... I don't know what came over me..." I apoligized to her. She stayed silent and then almost in sink she grabbed my head on either side and pulled my head down and kissed me back. This was longer and she showed passion in it. As her lips moved with mine I thougt it would never end but it surely enough did. She pulled away from the kiss for air and then wrapped her arm's around my neck and whispered.

"Thank you Loki. You are the only one who has been here for me." She then blushed and I gave her a shocked look.

She thanked me? What the fu-? I love this girl no! I don't....

Could this be love?