SO THIS IS LOVE | Hyungwon (Editing)

Chapter 5

"It's easy...YOU.LIKE.HIM." I like him? But...but how? haven't even talked to him.

"What? like him?"I asked. Seonji nodded her head, proudly looking at me.

"Congrats! You finally like someone!"

"But how?"

"What do you mean how? I don't know, you are the only one who can answer that. Do you remember the day you start to look for him? or the day you start to think of him?"

"Uhm I saw him smile the other day and I thought it's cute and all of a sudden that is all I could think of."

Well, his smile is really cute...he looks so handsome that day-i mean every day.

"That's it! You really like Hyungwon seonbae. That's the same feeling that I feel for your brother."She said. Well, I'm not even surprised that she brought up my brother into this.

I was about to say something when I saw Hyungwon seonbae, he's with his friends. My heart started to beat like crazy. It feels weird...So this is what it feels like to fancy someone. I waited for him and his friends to leave before I started speaking.

"Seonji-ah, I think you're right...I like Hyungwon seonbae"She looked at me with wide eyes then she started to squeal like crazy.

"Yebin-ah! You're a grown-up now! OMG! I can't believe it!... So? What are you gonna do now? It's either keep it to yourself or go confess to him." She said. 

Should I go confess? or not?

They say you'll know the answer if you tried to imagine yourself with him so I tried to imagine what it's like if he becomes my boyfriend. Just thinking about it made me smile.

I guess I have my answer. I'll confess! It's my first time and I wanna try taking a risk, even if the chances are 50-50.

"I'm going to confess!"I said.

"Really?!"

"Yes, but not, for now, I'll try talking to him first"

"Okay, GO!"

"Go? Now?! I don't think I'm ready though"

"We'll talk to him later. We'll see him in English class later, right? Let's sit next to him and try to start a conversation" Seonji said.

"But what will I say?"Seonji put her hand on her chin, trying to think of what to say.

"I don't know? Just think of anything"

"Why did you even pretended to think?... Okay, I'll try" Well it's not that hard for me to talk to others since I'm friendly. I'll try to talk to him just like how I talk to others.

I can do this! Hwaiting!