SO THIS IS LOVE | Hyungwon (Editing)

Chapter 49

It's been exactly 20 days since I asked for a break from our relationship and it's also been 20 days since the tables have turned. It's now him who keeps on following me and giving me food or cute notes everyday. As what he said, he really showed efforts and everyone can see it. Even Seonji who didn't exactly like his attitude before keeps on telling me that I should forgive him already.

All the efforts, all the care, the love? maybe? I can feel it. It made me happy, of course. It made my heart flutter, the only problem is I'm still not confident. After everything that happened, it made me insecure. What if he's just like this at the beginning? What if I can't make him happy?

Those questions in my mind made rethink about our relationship. I hope everyone understands though. Confidence is not gain overnight. Sometimes I feel like I'm ready to give our relationship another chance but sometimes I don't and I don't want that. I want to be one hundred percent sure in this because I might hurt him if I don't think about this carefully. 

I'm walking my way to the campus with Hyungwon beside me. He woke up early, make a simple sandwich coz he can't cook and waited for me while I get ready. I told him he can go first but he insisted since we have the same class in the morning anyway. We got welcomed by Seonji who's looking at me with a smirk on her face.

"You guys made up?" she asked, wiggling her eyebrows.

"No, just like usual" Hyungwon answered before I could even.

"Well I can't do anything about that, she takes to long to forgive. I remember one time when we were kids, I called her fat iglet ugly then she ignored me for weeks! She only forgive me when I bought fat iglet new clothes and donuts for her" Seonji said, rolling her eyes while remembering what happened on our childhood days. They are talking like I'm not here.

"Wait who is fat iglet?" Hyungwon asked. 

"Her piglet stuff toy, I think she still have it" Seonji answered. Hyungwon chuckled when he found out who is fat iglet. I was about to feel offended but he suddenly speak.

"You're so cute" he said, facing me. I got taken aback by his remarks which made me smile. I looked down to hide my smile.

"Okay stop the sweetness please, it's early in the morning" Seonji said, making a disgusted face.

"Hmm is that so? Oh right, do you happen to know where is my brother?" I asked, pretending to be curious for real.

"He said his class is still in the afternoon so we probably went to a salon to cut his hair today" she said unconsciously. A wide grin appeared on my face. They really become closer huh. After I ask Seonji to accompany my brother last time, I noticed that they become closer.

"Hmm how come you know more about him than me?" I said with a teasing tone.

"What- No! He just told me" she said.

"Calm down, Ji AHAHHA why are you so defensive? Are you dating my brother?" I asked. She smiled shyly and playfully hitting me.

"Stop! We are not.. yet" she said, smiling. Now it's my turn to hit her playfully. It feels weird, they really look good together that I don't cringe even though I know the one that she likes is my brother. We both squealed and jumping like kids. I even forgot that Hyungwon is here until he coughed. 

"Your boyfriend is getting out of place" Seonji said, looking at us weirdly. 

"Are you? You can go to the lecture room first if you want" I said, looking at Hyungwon. He shook his head as a no and grabbed the hem of my shirt, the thing babies do when they don't wanna let go of their parents. He is such a baby these past weeks, not complaining though.