"Seonji-ah, Do weird things suddenly cross your mind if your broken hearted? I don't think I can do this anymore, Suddenly I thought of living alone and stuff. Let's live together. What do you think?"I said as I face Seonji.
"Are you nuts?! I think you're out of your mind! Why would you move out of your house-its not even a house, it's a mansion!"She said in a quiet voice, not wanting to attract any attention as the class is still ongoing.
"So what if it's a mansion? It doesn't matter. All I want is a new nature which I can think of myself in a different way. A place to heal. Even our home reminds me of him! I think I'll keep thinking about him! That's why you should always be with me to stop me. What if I can't stop myself and bother him again?"
"Still.NO! I'll stop you at all cost, don't worry...but why do you suddenly think of moving out?"
"As I said earlier, I wanna take time for myself in a different place, maybe it'll help me mature and think about things differently... anyways, I'll think about it more and figure it out myself"
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I went straight home after class and changed into comfortable clothes. I went down to the dining area to help my mom serve dinner.
"Mom, Can I move out of the house?"I said. My mom stopped what she's doing and looked at me.
"Why? Do you have any problems? Don't tell me-is it because of your brother?!"
"No! Mom it's not like that! My brother is treating me nicely! It's just that I wanna try living by myself. Can I? Just for a few months?"
All my life, all I can hear is I'm a spoiled brat, that I can't probably lift a spoon since my parents do it all for me. I just wanted to prove them wrong. I know it came all of a sudden since I don't care about how people think of me as long as I'm happy but as I met Hyungwon seonbae, I realized that it's also not bad to hear other people's thought about me. I don't think it's a bad thing since it makes me awake from reality. I think I still lack a lot but I'm willing to learn for myself. I'm not getting young and I don't wanna grow up without understanding how life works.
If the others get hurt by what I'm doing then I'm more willing to change but that doesn't mean that I'll change myself. I'll just be more cautious.
I guess I want to take a step into getting more mature.
"Ask your dad" Mom replied.
"How about you? Will you allow me?"
"Of course, it's good to try everything you want. Who knows? You might learn something by living alone" My mom said. That's what I thought too!
"Mom, can you read my mind? That's the reason why I wanted to live alone! Maybe I can learn something from it" I said as I give my mom a high five.
"What are you talking about?"My dad asked as he enters the dining room with my brother.
"Honey, Yebin has something to tell you," said mom to dad who is now helping my mom to bring food to the table.
"What is it?" my dad asked.
"I like to move out of the house"
"What?!" my brother exclaimed. He's overreacting again. Dad didn't even flinch when I said that yet he's here, overreacting.
"Why do you want to move out all of a sudden? My dad asked.
"Nothing, I just wanna try being independent for once. I wanna try living by myself and also just like what mom said, maybe I'll learn something. I don't wanna keep living being pampered everyday" I said.
"I get it but isn't it too dangerous?"
"Appa! Just for a few months!Please~"I said while doing aegyo.
"Should I come with you?"My brother asked.
"No! You'll just make it harder for me! Also, how is that 'living alone' if you're going to tag along?"
"Tsk! Nevermind! I also don't wanna be with you!"
"Stop it you two! also, Yebin, I'll allow you to live alone but if it's too hard or anything you need to come home right away, okay?" said dad.
"Yes, appa! Thank you!"I said as I gave my dad a hug.
"Appa, can I also live alone?"My brother asked.
"No, you're way too immature" Dad said. My brother looked at him in disbelief.
"Continue it later, let's eat dinner first, "Mom said. We all sat at the dining table and proceed to eat.
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