SO THIS IS LOVE | Hyungwon (Editing)

Chapter 50

"I'm sleeping over at Seonji tonight," I told my boyfriend, who was laying on the couch, playing with his phone. He immediately looked at me and stopped what he was doing.

"You've been sleeping over at Seonji for days. I guess you're still avoiding me... am I not making any improvement?" He asked.

"It's not like that. I just want to watch movies and spend time with her," I said. I'm not lying though. These past months I've been focusing too much on how to make Hyungwon mine and other stuff, that I forgot to take care of those who've been with me since the beginning. 

"You don't wanna watch movies with me?" he asked, eyes showing disappointment.

"It's Barbie. You still want to watch?" I said, biting my lips to hide my smile.

Why do I find this situation cute?

"Yes, I'll watch everything with you, even the worst movies, as long as I'm watching it with you," he said, smiling proudly as if he had done something. Well, clearly he really did something. He made my heart race. It suddenly made me shy, so I made excuses to leave.

"I see-um, Seonji is probably waiting. I'll go now. Bye" I said. I make my way out while holding my chest.

 Chae Hyungwon, how can you make me feel this way?

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"You're really up for barbie?" I ask Seonji who's busy on her phone. She was giggling before I even came.

"HEYY!" I said, trying to grab her attention. She looked at me, eyes wide open.

"Yeahh we already planned to watch it, so go" she said. I shrugged and went to open her TV.

"What are you giggling about?" I asked. I gave her a look while she smiled like a fool.

"I'm texting your brother" she said, grinning.

"That's disgusting" I said, fake gagging. She rolled her eyes and played the movie.

"How about you?You and your boyfriend still haven't talked?" she asked.

"Not yet" I said, grabbing some snacks that Seonji had prepared for us tonight.

"You still haven't forgiven him?" she asked, grabbing the snacks from me.

"It's not like that.."

"Then what? You just want him to suffer?"

"What? NO! Never! I was just scared... what if he do it again? Or what if it's all lies again? " I said

"You know he won't make an effort it is a lie, right? If I were him, I wouldn't make an effort to take you back if I didn't like you. He made a mistake and we all know how he's trying to make things right, right? I mean, just saying. The choice is still on you" She shrugged.

"I was actually planning to talk to him, maybe tomorrow. As much as I'm scared, my love is stronger than those unnecessary feelings. I can't stand seeing him ask for forgiveness every time. My heart really wants to forgive him already because I can see the effort he's doing and I'm ready to do what my heart told me to. " I said, smiling at the thought of us getting back together, but this time the feelings were real on both sides.

"Okay, I can't handle that sweetness, but I'm happy you decided to fix your relationship. I can't wait for tomorrow"she said while shoving some snacks in her mouth.

"Me too"

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"I'm home" I said as I entered the apartment. It was already late afternoon, so I expected Hyungwon to be awake by now. I entered the living room but no one was there. Is he still asleep? I went to his room and tried knocking, but still got no response.