SO THIS IS LOVE | Hyungwon (Editing)

Chapter 46

I just got out of the restroom when Seonji ran into me, grabbing my arm.

"Where are we going?" I asked as she pull me on a corner.

"I have a tea" she said. We stopped at a place where there isn't any people.

"What is it?"

"You remembered how we talked about finding out if Hyungwon seonbae really likes you right?"

"Yes, why??" I asked, getting nervous. I'm scared on what I'll find out.

"I hear Hyungwon seonbae and Jooheon seonbae talking..." she said, contemplating on whether to tell me or not.

"It's okay Seonji, tell me" I said, assuring her even though I really feel nervous.

"Hewasdatingyoujusttobreakupwithyouafter" she said without a break.

"What? Talk slowly, it's okay" I gave her a short smile.

"He said he was dating you so he could break up with you after" she said, looking worried.

Ouch

I can't say anything but that. I can't even get mad. It's just that I can't believe what I heard. All this time the fluttering feelings I felt coz  I thought he like me back, it was fake. All this time, nothing has change. He still didn't like me.

I smilled at Seonji and said. "I see, thank you for telling me. I'll probably talk to him about it."

"You okay?" she asked.

"No" I said, close into tearing up. She pulled me in a hug and patted my hair.

"You don't deserve this... I should've protected you better" she said.

"No, you did everything. I'm just too dumb to listen"

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I'm currently at my room, staring at the ceiling. I keep thinking, am I really hard to love?

My thoughts got cut off when a knock on my door was heard. It must be him. I got off my bed to open the door.

"Do you need something?" I asked.

"You didn't eat lunch earlier?" he asked. If you're just pretending to be worried then please don't, it makes me wanna believe it.

"I did"

"But you didn't sit with me though, you also didn't go home with me"

"I'm not feeling well earlier at lunch so I asked Seonji to eat with me at the lecture room. As for the latter, we really don't go together, remember? because you always go home first without waiting or you'll tell me that you are going somewhere." I said. He just looked at me without saying anything.

"Are you having a bad day or something?" He asked. I shook my head as a no.

"Actually I have something to ask you, is it okay?" I asked.

"Hm sure, what is it?"

"Why did you date me?" I ask, trying to hold my emotions.

"What do you mean 'Why did I date you'? Of course I started to like you..." he said, not looking at me. I observe him but it doesn't look like he's lying. But why is he treating me like this?

"Are you sure you're not dating me to break up with me after?"

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