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Heartbreak

"You know what? Fine. Just go, see if I care" I screamed at him only hearing the front door slam as he left. It was nothing new for me and Ashton to be fighting but lately the fights had been getting worse and worse.

This time I wasn't sure if he would come back like he always did asking me to forgive him with my favourite movie in hand a some take out food.

But this time I wasn't sure that I wanted him to. It was getting so difficult to be arguing and making up and arguing again over and over. Other than that we didn't really have anything else to do.

Michael called round and and knew what was up straight away.

"You don't seem bothered though" He observed after I told him the whole story.

"Because I don't really think that I am. Its just getting so boring" I sighed into his chest.

"I saw Luke, a few days ago" Michael spoke up after a few minutes of silence. I instantly sat up straight "Oh yeah?" I looked to my lap waiting to hear of the new beautiful girl he had on his arm.

"He's okay" Was all Michael said I looked up at him "When wasn't he?"

"He's just lonely, I guess. He got back in touch with his brother and he asked him to move back to Sydney"

"And he's going to go?" I asked slowly "Well, yeah. Why wouldn't he? He doesn't have anything here" I felt a sting in my chest with Michaels words. I used to be what Luke stayed here for, what he came for was me.

But it had been almost a year since then. I knew he'd been living with Michael, something that Michael hadn't admitted to me, and I thought it would always be like that.

But what could I expect him to stay for when all he had was Michael. Ashton had told me that Luke wasn't going to be a good friend to me months ago and told me that I wasn't to talk to him again.

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"I can't keep being your secret friend, Ivy. I just can't" Luke shouted I shushed him but he continued to shout "No I won't be quiet"

"You're more than a secret friend and you know it" I told him

"Then what else am I? Someone you tell all the bad things about Ashton? Well you don't need to tell me, Ivy. I knew from the start that he wasn't good enough for you and know I'm going to tell you, I told you so."

I didn't know what to do. My feelings for Luke and my feelings for Ashton all jumped around my head but I reached out for Luke's collar and pulled him towards me until our lips finally touched "Ivy" He groaned against my lips as he pushed me against a near tree.

"Im sorry for what I said" Luke whispered as he pushed the hair from my face behind my ear. "Its okay. You're right"

"I just think you can do so much better than him" He leant his forehead against mine and interlocked our fingers. I sighed at the comfort of it all "I love you, Ivy. You know that and I always will. No matter what" His lips so close to my ear made me shiver and he gets giggled slightly before starting to press his lips to my neck.

I pushed him away lightly "Im not a cheater. I need to break this off" He stood back and stared at me "You're going to break up with Ashton?" A smile tugged at his lips "Yes, Luke. You don't have to be so happy about it" I stood up on my toes and kissed his cheek before leaving.

As I walked into our apartment I knew I was doing the right thing as I heard Ashton crashing around in the bedroom. I prepared myself for what I was going to find.

I pushed open the door and stood on glass "Ashton" I called he was sat on the floor his hands bloody and his face glossy with a mixture of sweat and tears.

"Ashton?" I called again keeping my eyes on him he looked up at me with red eyes "Don't look at me" His voice croaked I stepped lightly across the room and knealt down in front of him.

"What happened?" I asked softly reaching out to wipe his face with my thumb "You left" He whispered

"Well actually, you left. I just went for a walk"

"I thought you'd left" My heart hurt. How could I leave him when he was like this? I couldn't do it.

"No I haven't left. I'm here" I spoke softly to him like an injured puppy because that was how he looked.

The sad look on his face, his hair looked like he'd been tugging on it and was scattered crazily around his head. I smoothed it down "Let's go sit in the kitchen huh? We'll clean you up" He shook his head "Come on. You can't sit here in this with your hand bleeding everywhere" He stayed sitting

"Please? For me?" I said putting my hand out for him to take. He stood up grabbing my hand and we walked down the hall into the kitchen. Ashton sat silent in the chair as I got the things I needed to clean his hands off.

He stayed silent still as I cleaned the blood from his hands only hissing slightly when it stung.

"Are you hurt anywhere else?" I asked him trying to get him to look me in the eye but he wouldn't. He nodded pointing to his chest "You cut yourself there?" I asked quickly I knew if he had this was serious and I needed to call for help.

He shook his head walking over to pick up a knife "Ashton" I called getting slightly scared he walked over to me slowly and handed it to me "Why don't you do it" He spoke hoarsely I looked up at him confused

"What?"

"Maybe if you stabbed me there it would hurt my heart less than what I saw you doing in the park earlier"

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So it's been a while huh? Lmao I really wanted to finish this story even if I am so horribly late updating.

I feel like I started this whole story well and then it and kind of fell and went bad but I'm hoping to end it as I started it, well.

Also, I know in the last chapters something happened with michael but maybe I'll bring that up again later.

I feel like this chapter was good idk you decide!

Please comment what you think!

Almost 50k reads is absolutely crazy so thank you so much for reading it.