Bonnie POV
I wake up with my baby cuddled up next to me fast asleep. I look at her beautiful clear skin that has that natural glow to it. She's so beautiful.
I instantly feel guilty. Why did I cheat on such a good girl? She can't find out cause I can't even function without her.
The sad thing is that ever since I met ally I think her name was Ive been going back to fuck her some more.
Her pussy is no where near as good as my baby's but idk something won't let me leave that girl alone.
I'm so selfish. I'm hurting the girl the only girl I've ever loved and the only girl that has ever loved me.
What is wrong with me? I know I'm wrong so why do I keep doing it?
I'm not ready for the day she decides to leave me. What wrong with me? I know everything I'm doing is wrong so why do I keep doing it.
She doesn't deserve me. I don't deserve her.
She deserves better and I deserve the worst.
"Bonnie are you ok." she says waking up bug brown eyes staring up at me.
Gosh those eyes.
"Yes cly I'm ok"
There was silence and she had a unreadable look on her face. She was thinking about something.
"What we're we before I forgot." She said looking up at me with genuine curiosity.
"All you need to know is that you were mine and I was yours." I say getting up to stretch.
She looks at me intensely as If she's trying to figure out something. As I start to walk away she Croats out a question.
"Am I still yours." She says in worry like if I don't say the right answer.
"You'll always be mine." I then exit the room walking down the hall way to go get something to eat.
Later that day....
I pull up to ally's house for the second time this week.
I know what y'all are saying. Why are you doing this? You know your wrong so why do you keep doing it.
And tbh the answer is idk.
Her sex isn't the best but it just makes all the pain go away.
It's more of a distraction from everything.
Cly doesn't even remember the who I am she probably don't even love me any more.
I walk up to her door and knock.
She opens the door in all red set of lingerie.
Titties aren't as big as Ashley. Curves aren't as define.
Honestly, nothing on this girl could touch anything Ashley has.
Trust me niggas would be all over her if she was a feminine girl and even then she still pull every gender with just her face alone.
God am I lucky. I get interrupted from fantasizing about my beautiful girlfriend while by ally speaking.
"Hey papi." she said trying to sound seductive.
"Didn't I tell your ass not to call me that it ugly." only Ashley can call me that period.
"Sorry daddy." she said letting me walk in.
I more I come her the more I start to realize that it kinda looks identical to ash's house.
