Bonnie POV:
"Are you ok." A female nurse says.
"Does it look like I'm ok bitch."
"Maim I'm sor-"
"Your the nurse for my wife correct."
"Yes bu-"
"THEN WOULDN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THE LEVEL OF HURT IM GOINV THROUGH."
Tony then quickly pulls me away after apologizing to the nurse.
"Get it together man Ash wouldn't want to see you like this." Tony says trying to get me to calm down.
"Knowing her she has something for you. I can tell. Your a good girlfriend. She's gonna wake up and when she does you'll be there to hold her and be by her side again."
I can't take this. Lord knows I'm going to unload my clip on that bitch when I see her.
Ring......
I answer not looking at the caller I.d.
"Hello"
"Hey bon why sound so sad" ambers voice rang through the phone.
"Cly got shot and she died she fell hit her head and now she's in a comma." I say breaking down crying.
"Aww Bonnie it's ok she's gonna wake ""up."
"Amber I don't know what do." I say crying some more.
"Bonnie she gonna be ok pull it together."
"I can't eat I can't sleep I keep breaking shit. EVERYTHING IN HER HOUSE REMINDS ME OF HER."
"Bonnie calm down and breath."
"I can't amber I can't what if she dies."
"She not gonna die Bonnie calm down."
"I'm gonna kill that bitch, she's a dead bitch when I see her."
"WHO BONNIE WHO ARE YOU GONNA KILL."
"Her ex she the one who started the got damn shoot out amber I gotta go I can't do this."
"Wait Bonnie d-"
Beep....
Empty. That what I feel empty.
Tez tony and nay have been coming to check on me weekly because of the events.
All I do is cry and break shit. It should've been me.
That bitch is going to pay for putting my baby in a coma.
The doctor told us that she's not wakeing up because the lack of blood in her system and the blood forced trama on her head.
My pettiness almost got my baby killed.
Now I can't function. I can't sleep or eat or do anything really.
This is a different type of pain. I've never felt this type. I've never lost no one I loved so much.
It's weird to me. She's not here to bother me. She's not here to smart mouth me. She's not here to have an attitudes I can fix it.
All the shit that I secretly loved she can't do anymore.
My poor baby.
The spot in her bed empty. The spot where we used to be cuddled up together.
What if she doesn't wake up? What if when she does she realizes I have nothing for her?
The ill be broken I can't live with myself without that girl.
God I need a drink.
I get up and drive my my nearest bar.
I walk in and immediately order 3 shots of Hennessey.
For like 5 minute it doesn't start kicking in so I down 3 more. The liquor burns down my throat.
After a few minutes it's starts to kick in and I start to feel better the pain start to go away.
"Hey." a girl with blue eyes a long weave and light skin says.
She doesn't even compare to Ashley.
"Sorry I have a girlfriend." I say looking realizing I'm flat out drunk.
"Oh no I wanted to check on you because u seem pretty drunk and my name is ally." she says giggling evidently trying to be flirty.
I then proceeded to loose my
Balance and slip causing me to fall out of my chair
"Yeah you can't drive I'm taking you home with me. I wouldn't want you to get hurt." she then slings my arm around her shoulder and proceed to take me to her car putting me in the front seat.
When we get there she sits me on the couch before going up stairs to do something.
She then comes down stairs walking seductively in all black lingerie.
She straddles my waist.
"I h-have a girlfriend." I say trying to push her off me but I'm not that strong because I'm drunk.
"Shhhhhh" she says bring her finger up to my lip.
"She's not here right now." She then kisses me and for a second I don't kiss back but I gradually feed into it.
She doesn't smell anything like Cly, cly smells like vanilla and pineapples.
I grip her ass that not nearly as fat as Ashley's.
I flip us over and began kissing her neck.
She moans but they don't sound as angelic as my baby's.
I get to her bra and rip it off her b cup titties falling out. Ashley wear a solid D.
I begin to suck on them and she keep moaning.
I then move down her body and pull her panties aside.
Her pussy isn't as pretty as my baby's.
"Mhmm papi." She moans not sound nearly as sexy as Ashley.
"Don't call me that." I said looking up at her.
I look at her and my mind slowly starts to make her face look like Ashley's.
I begin to feast on her pussy.
I can never forgive myself for what happened next that night.
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But like tbh Bonnie fuck you bro🖕🏾~bad bitch author women⚡️
