Would you stay or leave me?

Chapter 7:Weird

"So... Where do you live?" Justin asked me as I sat at the passenger seat dumbfounded. I tried calling Finn but he didn't pick up. He would never be this irresponsible. I mean if he couldn't pick me up, he probably would call me,text me or even call Paige to pick me up. "Hello is anybody in there?" Justin asked again sounding worried.
Bringing myself from my thoughts I told him where the direction is and turns out he doesn't live to far from my house. Just a few blocks away.
After few minutes of silence and me thinking what horrible things would happen to Finn and how he could not call me. Justin had to call me twice telling me that we have reached our destination aka my home.
"Thanks for the ride home. I'm really sorry to bother you" But Justin just waves it off and said that it was ok and that if there's any problem feel free to call. We exchange our numbers and I walked into the house.
I don't see any sign of Finn's black range rover only my red beetle Volkswagen is parked there. I have a car but mostly I just asked people like Finn,Paige or some of my other friends to drive me somewhere.
I quickly went inside the house grabbed my car keys and started the engines going to Finn's company.
I closed the radio to calm my aching head and my beating heart so I can think straight. wondering where could Finn be and what is he doing.
After a few minutes of agony that felt like hours I've finally reached Finn's company. I killed the engines and got out the car walking up to Finn's company but the whole parking lot seems deserted and the door of the company is locked. Then I saw Raymond a loveable security guard checking around the place.
I went over to him "Hey Raymond! I'm sorry to bother you but have you seen Finn?" I asked sounding desperate.
"Why hello there Jen. Finn left 3 hours ago."
Having a bad feeling about this I asked "Who was he with? Did he say where he was going it who he was meeting?"
"Well he did say he was going to meet a client at la magnefic hotel with his secretary.
"Thank you so much Raymond. Lovely meeting you again" I said and giving him a hug before jogging/running to my car. Raymond has been working as a security guard at Finn's since Finn was a lil wee baby as Raymond said when I asked how long have he worked there.
So I was kinda speeding to the hotel to find what Finn is doing. When I reached the hotel there I caught sight of Finn's car. Just as I was about to get our of the car I saw Finn's figure walking our of the hotel door with a hand wrapped around his secretary's waist.
I didn't know what to feel at that moment. But instead of making a rash decision. I quickly took out my phone and called Finn. I saw that he took his phone out
"Hello" Finn said at the other said of the phone. Ok Jenna play it cool. Don't let the cat out of the box to fast.
"Hey honey! I was wondering where are you?"
"Oh shit! I'm am so sorry babe. Maybe you could hitch a ride with Abigail or call Paige. I got so cut out in the office I forgot to tell you I can't pick you up today."oh no he didn't just say he's at the office.
" Don't worry about that, I just reached home. I was wondering where are you right now and why didn't you answer my call" I could hear a long pause from the other line and my eyes saw that he was contemplating on what to say.
" I'm still at the office. There's so many things I need to do here. I might come home very late ok babe" my heart broke instantly. I felt so hurt knowing my lied to me husband broke my heart.
"Owh.. Ok then. Bye" I quickly hang up before he could reply.
I saw them get in the car. I know stalking my husband isn't a right thing,but I am very curious. After battling with myself whether if I should I follow where they're going or just go home and pretend that nothing happened. But my curious side won.
So here I am now following my husband's car to wherever he's going. After passing by streets that I've never really been to,the car stopped and I decided to park at a place where they can't really see me.
I saw both if them getting out of the car. As jealousy got the best of me, I tried calling Finn again. I saw Finn taking his phone out and put it back in his pocket.
When they went inside the house I saw the light on the second floor was on and was off again. It doesn't take a genius to know what their doing in the bedroom.
I decided that it was better to go home this time. I don't know why but I feel like I couldn't go there and confronted him. I guess I was to scared of losing him. He's the first person that's ever loved me for me. My first love and my last. I mean who am I kidding I'm so fat and ugly who would really like me besides Finn.
I guess that's maybe the reason. Plus, I'm still madly in love with him. I couldn't bring myself to let go of him.
The drive home was filled with sadness,emptiness and so full of remorse.
When I got home it was so hard to even walk up the stairs. I felt like my whole body was being dragged. When I reached my bedroom. I fell face first on the bed and everything that I've been holding on, just came pouring out like Niagara Falls.
I didn't realise that I was asleep until I felt a weight beside me in the bed. a hand wrapped around my waist. I could feel someone peck my forehead
Most of the time I would feel so loved but now I felt like I was being used,i felt like I was betrayed and stabbed on the back with a thousand knives.