Would you stay or leave me?

Chapter 28

[Finn]
Seeing the sight of work scattered around my working table. Feeling a throbbing feeling on my forehead. I've just got a hold of the company not very long and there's so many work to do as a CEO. The work seems to be too overwhelming for a person like me. Feeling defeated and stressed then a hand suddenly wrapped around my neck. A head rest on my shoulder,turning to my side looking at my beautiful wife.

"You ok?" She asked looking at me. Her eyes full of worries.Her brown eyes are unforgettable, they shimmers every time she looks at me, I find myself breathless and all my wounds were bandaged. She is my star, my oxygen, my gravity and my own paradise

"No" I sighed and rubbing both sides of my forehead "work has been so stressful lately. All the people in the company thinks I don't have enough experience just because I'm young" she walked over to sit on my lap and wrapped her hands around me once more. Feeling my head getting heavier because of the throbbing,I laid my head on the crook of her neck "my dad expects me to do great. I don't think I can do it, I mean look at me I'm just a person that has no experience in the business department" she put her hands on my head and slowly caress it by smoothing down my hairs.

"You know what I think?" taking hold of my face with both her hands on my cheeks and making me face her "Ignore what people think of you, do what your capable of doing. Because I believe that your gonna do great things and you'll be successor. Just because your young doesn't mean you can't do great things. People may see you as the newby that became a CEO,but I believe that you can show them how great you'll be. Whatever happens at work,remember that I'll be at home waiting to hear your problems and help ease your stress. I will always love you no matter what" I smiled at her statement. She helps to give me the confidence I need.

"Thanks babe. I don't know what I'll do without you" I said taking hold of her hands and holding them together so that I can kiss it.Her lips, I'm addicted to her lips. Her lips is like a drug to me.

She just smiled and looked into my eyes. We just stare into each other,our eyes locked together. She leaned closer to give me a peck on the lips,then another,and another and another. Then she kissed me one last time but this is more longer and more firm.Her lips, I'm addicted to her lips. Her lips is like a drug to me it helps to kissed my fear and doubts away

"I love you" my smile grew even wider

"I love you too. More than I love myself,and everyone knows how much I love myself" she chuckled and I kiss her forehead then her cheeks and lastly her lips.

Sitting at a long table full of paperworks and people sitting around the table looking at the projector behind me. Hearing their proposals about how to make the company better and bigger. Going to all this meetings is sure tiring and sleepy,it takes all my energy to stay awake and not yawn in front if everyone.

As soon as the meeting was over my feeling head relax. I lean on the chair and close my eyes rubbing my temples. I stood up from my chair and decided to head for the cafeteria.

Getting out from the room i stop midway,seeing the person standing there brings back all those sweet memories. My heart beating so hard that I'm scared people around me might hear it.

She has changed so much since the last time I saw her and that was a few years back. She's still so breathtakingly beautiful. She's gotten skinnier,her face more define,she had cut her hair that only reached above her shoulder. She even dyed it strawberry blond. The cloth she's wearing is more different now, a blue blouse with black pencil skirt and a pair of red heels . So classy,it shows more of her curves and the shape of her body. It fits her so perfectly it's like she's an angel sent from heaven. She looks like she's glowing,seeing her in this condition makes me feel happy that she's living a happy and normal life. Yet I feel sad that I can no longer be with her.

She's just standing there,her hands in front of her holding a file. Looking at the whole surrounding probably waiting for someone. Then a person walked over to her whispering something into her ear causing her to laugh and smack his chest. It hurts to see someone else make her smile and not me. That person making her laugh is non other then Justin her boss.

I never liked that guy,the first moment I met him I could feel that he's not that good as people see him. But I don't wanna think if it too much,knowing that maybe I'm just being paranoid.

Just as I was about to walk over,but I thought otherwise. Since I've promised to stay out of her life knowing that I'm the cause of her coma.

I just stood there observing her from afar. Because it's the only thing I could do. She's so near yet so far away from my touch. I've always wonder how she's doing this past few years and now seeing just makes me want to run over to her and hug her. I wish we could go back to the old time.

"Excuse me" turning around to see a boy who seems to just be new here "can I ask you a question sir?" I nodded and he asked me a few question,which I answered him back politely.

After he said his thanks and walked away I look back to the spot where Jenna and Finn was standing but then they're not there anymore. Feeling disappointment fall over me again. I wish I could see her and hear her voice again.

I walked to the cafeteria and ordered a cup of coffee. Choosing to sit at the fat end of the cafeteria which is near the window where you can see the view if the sea. It's such a beautiful sight,so captivating. Then my mind wandered off to Jenna's face,her smile and her laugh. She's gotten even more prettier and more fit.

When I look in front of me I was shocked. The person sitting a table away from me is Jenna. She's also looking at the sight of the sea. Her hands holding a cup of tea in front of her and her face lit up looking at the scenery if the sea.

She looks even more beautiful up close,I wish I could walk over and sit at her table. All I could do is just sit here and look at her. She seems to be wondering about something while looking at the view. Then she look at her cup then stir it. She look up and our eyes locked together.

I froze at my spot not knowing whether to sit and look at her or to look away pretending that I never looked at her. She look at me,its like the gear inside her head is working. She stood up and walked to my table.

"Hello,do you mind if I sit here?" I didn't know whether to ask her to go away or let her sit there. But my heart told me to chose the latter

"Sure. Go ahead" I said smiling to her.

She say at the chair opposite of me and smiled. We just sat there for a moment until she cleared her throat.

"I'm really sorry for this sudden action. I wanna ask you something. Have we met before?" I completely choke on my own saliva. Her eyes were wide and she quickly come over to the sit beside me and patted my back.

"Are you ok?" Her voice sounding worried.

When the coughing subsided, I cleared my throat and answered her question "What makes you think that we've met?"

"I don't know. See I've been in a coma for few months and I've lost my memories except for the one about my family. So I'm just really desperate to get back my memory. I've been searching through the internet and doing many things the regain my memory back. I've even tried to see doctors but they said maybe I have to go through a long period of time to get my memory back or maybe something will help trigger my memory, or I'll never get my memory back." After finished talking she sighed and lean on the chair,her face looks like she's defeated.

"Yes we do know each other. We're just friends" I gave a smile of reassurance to her.

Her face seems like she's not buying it,but she just nod her head.

Then her phone start to ring,she quickly answered it "Hello?"

After ending the call she turn to look at me "I'm sorry,but I didn't get your name"

"It's Finn"

"Owh,can I also have your number?" I reluctantly have her my number.

She said her thanks and walked away. Seeing her figure walking away makes me wonder what haver I just done. I promised to stay out of her life and now I'm getting involved into her new life again.