Would you stay or leave me?

Chapter 4: Being selfish

~Paige~
Do you know the feeling of seeing someone that your in love with being with someone else,like for example your best friend.
I couldn't help but hurt every time seeing Finn with Jenna. I know that I shouldn't be like this,but I can't help it. If only I was the one who first met Finn,will he and I be together.
I mean how can Finn chose Jenna instead of me. I'm prettier than her. I have a body of a model. But I don't have nice boobs like Jenna's. Don't get me wrong,Jenna is pretty but not overly pretty hot. She's curvy,while I have a very fit body. How can Finn not see that,I wanted Finn to be mine so badly.
When Jenna told me that she was going out on a date with Finn I was so heartbroken. But I just hide my sadness and pretend to be happy for her.
The truth is I hated Jenna. I know we've been best friends for a long time. But I hate it when she gets the man that I wanted,I hated how a fat person like her can have a man like that,I hate how much Finn loves her and how his eyes sparkles when they look into her eyes. I want him to look at me that way.
If I can't have him. I'll just steal him. Seeing Jenna there being so innocent makes me just wanna slap her.
" Hey Paige come and try your dress" one of Jenna's bridesmaid called me.
Oh how I wish I was the bride." Yeah come over here" Jenna piped in
"Ok I'm coming" mastering a smile to hide my hatred.
I will seduce Finn, I will make him wrapped around my fingers. He will regret for choosing Jenna and not me. I will stop at nothing until Finn is mine.
I know I'm being selfish and that my friendship with Jenna will be ruined. But I can't stand another day not being able to be with the man I love.
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A/N
Hello beautiful people! Yes you reading my author note. No I'm not blind you are born beautiful ok. No one is ugly,except for me. Ok so I'm sorry I've been really busy lately with the updating and all. So is it a shocker eh? I mean she is Jenna's BFF. How could she. If there's any error I am truly sorry. Writing a story is harder than I thought. But nevertheless,I shall not give up on this story like my last story😅
I shall pursue my dreams to be an author one day. Well maybe not too famous. I wouldn't have any privacy when paparazzi come take photos of me taking a bath,right?*wink wink*
Ok so just hang tight and get ready for the ride ok. I know this ride is a bit slow and boring but don't worry it'll get bumpy soon ok. I won't promise that this will be awesome cause I don't know what you think. Hey I'm not a psychic ok. I don't have a crystal ball infront of me and a book of spells for me to read peoples mind. But I do know that I am annoying. Spank you very much peoples for reading my story. Spank you *blow kisses to everyone and spank someone's ass and get slapped on the right cheek* oops that was not how I planned it to be 😓 oh well just want you guys to have a little bit of fun. Yeah I know I talk a lot. So sorry.