[Jenna]
I walked into the house with Justin walking behind me. I feel so angry at him right now that I can't look him in the eye."Jenna please stop"he said
But I just continued on walking ignoring him. I stopped when we reach the kitchen table I turn to look at him. The anger written in my face. He looked at me his eyes piercing into mine like his begging me to hear him out. But I don't feel like listening to his explanation. It's just so unbelievable,I'm so furious at him.
"Please.." I held my finger up,I couldn't stand hearing his voice. I feel like collapsing on the floor right now. But my ego wouldn't let me do it,I have to stand strong and tall.
"You" I stepped closer and poked his chest "are the worst boyfriend I have ever met" shame was written all over his face. He didn't dare look into my eyes because he knew what made me so outraged.
"I was just conversing with my ex. I mean you don't expect me to ignore her when she talks to me right?" My angry meter raised over the limit. I could feel my face getting redder.
I scoffed "So your telling me that it's ok to ignore your girlfriend that's sitting beside you and just talk to your ex who isn't your girlfriend anymore" I shook my head in annoyance "I don't mind you talking to your ex or whatever but the way you look at her is like you still like her. You didn't even introduce me to her. What the hell is that? Plus she was finding small ways to touch you. Are you really that blind and ignorant to see it?" I feel like I want to explode at that moment
"Your just overreacting"he said walking closer to me putting both his hands on my shoulder which I quickly pushed away
"Don't touch me. I'm still mad at you" glaring at him
"Ermm.. Is everything ok?" Abigail asked coming out from the living room
"No.. everything's super" I said drawling the last part
"There's just a little bit misunderstanding. Don't worry Ab we'll handle this"
"Now stop there mister,this is so not a misunderstanding! This is more than that,it's how you treat me" my voice getting louder. Abigail seemed to be alert and quickly ushered Justin to go out
"Justin I think it's time for you to go" he was about to protest but Ab's cut him off "you both need to cool down first before sorting this out" he sigh in defeat and walk out.
When Ab close the door I quickly hugged her. My shoulders slump and the tears came pouring out.I cried like the world has fallen around me,the weight so heavy that I can't seem to hold on to it. Ab soothing murmurs calmed me, even though it was just a simple 'shh it'll be okay love' but it still helped to ease the pain. AB's arms wrapped tightly around me, I've never felt so sad before, then I realised i've bottled them up until I spilled it all out on Abigail's brand new blouse, maybe if I wasn't such an amnesiac mess , I wouldn't be a burden to others.
I'm starting to wonder if someone other than Abigail and my family care about me? Is Justin bored with me already? I mean he seemed to be so engaged in conversation with his ex that he seemed to have forgotten that I was there. Even when I walked away he didn't even realise until 2 hours then he called me. That time I was practically one the verge of crying. After for so long then he came looking for me. I mean I don't mind him talking to other girls,but they were so busy talking to each other that it feels like I'm an invisible glass.
She was practically flirting with him and he was flirting back. The way they look at each other is like their still madly in love with each other. I cried even more into Abigail's blouse making it even more wet.
After crying for a whole hour,Abigail told me to go shower and get some rest. It's feel like my eyes are about to fall our of my eye sockets. It feels so heavy then I think my head is getting heavier. I quickly took a quick shower and fell on my bed. My body relishing on the comfiness of the bed. I grabbed my phone and started typing
I feel sad :,( -J
Why?-F
It's just I had a fight with Justin-J
Don't worry,everyone relationship is normal to have a little fight -F
But it still hurts :,( -J
Please don't cry. You'll break my heart -F
I just feel so down that I don't feel like doing anything -J
How about we go out tomorrow and I'll show you some places. Ease your mind from stress ;) -F
That sounds great! I'd love to :) -J
So it's settled then ;) tomorrow it is. I'll pick you up? -F
Yeah sure. Hold up I'll send you the location -J
Alright,I'll pick you up at 10 in the morning? -F
Ok -J
Atleast tomorrow I can go and have fun,something to disturb my mind from thinking about the pain in my heart. But besides my heart I've been having a headache lately and it's quite painful but still endurable. Then there would be images flashing in my head.
*******
(Earlier at the restaurant)
[Justin]
Me and Jenna were both enjoying our meals peacefully. Exchanging conversations about our day,then suddenly I hear a familiar sound calling my name. I turn around and saw her. She hasn't change a bit,her hair shorter than before. But she's still beautiful as ever. I was in awe at how beautiful she looks for all this years and she's still so beautiful."Hey Claire"
"Hey Justin,its been so long. How are you?"
"Yeah,its been 2 years now hasn't it. Everything's normal,you haven't change much. Still as beautiful as ever"then I realise that Jenna wasn't there beside me anymore.
I turn to look for her presence but I saw her walking out. I though that maybe She wanted to go buy some things and didn't want to bother me. So there I was sitting and talking to my ex.
*******
After sitting there for a long time I realise that Jenna hasn't come back. So I decided to call her but she didn't pick up. I told Claire that I have to go and we exchange numbers. I walked out and found Jenna sitting inside the car. The window was rolled down a bit to let some air in,her eyes were shut.I went to the drivers sit and start the ignition. She slowly open her eyes and look around. Then her eyes met mine. She looks so cute. But when she saw me her expression change to being cold.
"Are you ok babe?"
"Don't you babe me!" I was taken aback by her harsh tone.
"What's up with you?" I didn't know what I did that made her so mad at me.
"Who was that girl just now? Who is she to you?"
"She's my ex" is she jealous? Is that why she's mad at me? "Look she's just my ex ok. There's nothing to be jealous about ok. There's no need for you to walk out and not introduce yourself you know"
"You think I walked out because of my jealousy? I admit that I was jealous but that wasn't the problem! It's that you don't seem to acknowledge my presence! Did you know I was waiting for you to come out and find me! Now only did you come out! I didn't want my boyfriend ogling over another girl while I'm sitting beside him!" I didn't know she felt that way. I didn't realise I mad her feel that way.
I was about to open my mouth and say something but she cut me off "you know what! Whatever I don't feel like being in the same car with you right now. Just go back in and talk to your Claire" emphasising the last words to me then she walk out if the car.
I quickly followed her but she pushed me away. There was a can there at the moment and she quickly got in the cab and leaving me standing there. I ran to the car and drove to Abigail's house.
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A/N
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