Would you stay or leave me?

Chapter 41: blabbering,embarrassment and shit

[Paige]
As I wait at the coffee shop where we both love to meet at I could feel my heart beating frantically. Since my last encounter with Jenna I didn't know she would still want to see me,much less talk to me.

It does feel good that she has let go of the past but my mind couldn't help wondering want she wants to talk about.

*ding*

The sound of the bell ringing woke me up from my thoughts and I looked around frantically for any sign of Jenna and there I see her standing with her eyebrows creased looking around. I waved my hands trying to capture her attention and when her eyes land on me I saw her relax a little bit.
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[Jenna]
When I saw Paige there I felt relief wash over me. I look around the place and felt old memories came running back to me. Like the time when I waited for Paige and bumped into Finn. At the thought of Finn my heart goes frenzy style.

I sat opposite of Paige

"Hey" she said smiling at me

"Hi" I smiled back "So I wanted to meet you because I really needed someone to talk to and Abigail is a good listener but I was being a total bitch so I don't think it would be wise to talk to her yet" I said while cringing at the thought of me throwing a tantrum.

"Ooookay... Do tell what's bothering you"

"I don't really know where to start so I'm just gonna blabber out everything to you"and she just nodded waiting for me to continue. So I told her everything even the part where Justin went a little violent and how he promised to be better in the future.

"There she was in his office making goggly eye with him and laughing while touching him. Not being possessive right here but he is always strict with me during work time"

"Wow. What an ass. No offense but no girlfriend should be treated like that"

"None taken. And you're right. Who am I to be treated like this? Doesn't he know that I need some attention from him too?" I feel so pathetic when I'm around with him

"I mean sure he makes surprises for me during my birthday but then it doesn't become as a surprise anymore. I mean like..." I sighed in frustration covering my face with my hands. I feel like crying so I quickly compose myself and try to hold on to them tears

"Does every relationship end up like this?" I honestly didn't understand relationship. I get there's never a perfect relationship but the universe never thought us how to deal with situation like this.

"Maybe? I'm not exactly sure. But what I do know is that,you don't seem to be happy with Justin"

"N-no I am very happy with him. Just that sometimes he gets so busy with his things that he pays less attention to me. I get his a busy man with the company and all that but I am human after all. I crave for affection and love"

"What about Finn?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean does Finn stop giving you attention"

"He did cheat on me" I said bluntly

"No I meant before the cheating. Don't tell me all you both have been doing is fight?"

"Not exactly. He always has so many spectacular things up his sleeves and it makes me so happy" I could feel a smile forming but then it slowly turns into a frown when realization hit me "but its the past. I mean I did give him a second chance but he blew it by you know"

"Yeah I know. But I wanna remind you it was never Finn's fault. Sure he fell for the bait but I was the one who put the bait there and...."

"It's fine Paige I understand there's no point into talking about it anymore" quickly cutting Paige. I didn't want t unfold another drama