Would you stay or leave me?

Chapter 11: Letting it all out

Today wasn't such a bad day,being with Justin brings happiness to me. He makes me feel calm and I feel peaceful when he's around talking to me. I feel like I've known him for a long time.
When I got home I saw that Finn's car was parked in our driveway. Finally he's home early.
I quickly got home and opened the door hearing the television sounds coming from the living room.

" Hey I'm back!" I said feeling a heavy weight around my chest being lifted up,knowing the fact that my husband is home and not outside screwing with other girls.

" Hey, babe. How was your day?"

" Fine. How about yours?" I asked while slowly opening my flats and putting it nicely in the shoe rack.

" I would say so myself considering that you were having a fun time with your boss" oh boy. I see where this is going.

" Look if this is about Justin let me tell you that we were just going together as a boss and his worker eating lunch without any other motives ok" I said trying to defend myself.

"Wow really. Then why we're you both in the car hugging and laughing? Why was he even touching you?" his voice getting louder by the second.

"Now you listen here!He was comforting me ok!He was the only person there to listen to me!" I said evening our volume.

"Then what am I to you? Do I even exist? Why couldn't you look for me then?" Why does he make it sound like I'm the one who's at wrong here when technically he's the one that's been cheating behind my back.

That's when I lost it. I pushed aside the lamp beside me making a loud thud which in process broke it at the same time. I may seem angry on the outside but inside I was thinking oh shit! My favourite lamp!! I've spent a lot of time picking that lamp and because of my own temper and shall I say my own stupidity caused it to break.

" Now you listen here!" I could see that he was shock at my sudden outburst. " I've been trying to find a time for us. I've done all I could. What about you? I tried looking for you! But you aren't home most of the time! Where were you when I needed someone to comfort me the most?! Did you know that I had a high fever when you went to your so called business trip? Do you know how much pain I'm going through here? I'm trying so hard to hold this marriage,but you don't seem to care at all! Can't you see what's happening to our marriage? Why am I the one to be blamed here when your the one that's sleeping around with your secretary"

"Wait how did you" I quickly cut him off

" I found out during the time when you said you were supposedly meeting a client but went to your secretary's house instead doing God knows what!" I stopped to take a deep calming breath because at this rate the whole neighbourhood could hear us.

"Look I'm so"

"No,stop. Just don't. I think we need a few days apart from each other" as I turn and started walking to the door, Finn quickly caught my wrist and spin me around.

Making me face that blue eyes of his that made me fall for him in the first place.

"Please don't leave. I promise to spend more time with you. I'll fire Melanie. I'll stop, I won't do it again. I promise,please give me another chance. Just don't leave me. I can't stand to imagine you out of my life. I need you." looking into his blue eyes full of desperation. I knew deep down I should walk out the door,but I just stayed there.

In an instants our lips connected with each other. Both feeling hungry for each other and trying to fill the hole inside each of us.

As he slowly lift me up from my butt, I wrapped my lags around his waist. Then he slowly walked up the stairs and put me in the bed but our lips never parting.

Slowly rubbing his thumbs around my neck and trailing kisses down my neck. Making me moan,which he tightens his hold on me.

My hands wander around his back to his hair and pull it tighter into my embrace. Feeling his hot breath in my neck.

"I'm sorry"

"Shhh.. it's ok. I understand" cutting him off so that this amazing moment would not be spoiled.

Slowly his back started roaming around my back and slowly unbuckling my bra strap.
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Ok let's not get into the details eh. I mean another awkward scene for me. Anyways what do you think about this? If you were Jenna,what would you do? I would've kick Finn's family jewel. Even though I deeply love him.
Anyways vote&comment my darlings