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~YukiChloe~
The days go on by and I haven’t mentioned to Akatsuki about the fake friendly smile he gave to Hiroshi. I thought I should just forget about it and try not to ruin the mood when I am with Akatsuki. It was a strange smile though. Do they know each other already?
I still have those dreams every night. Akatsuki decided I am to permanently sleep in his room every night as the last few nights he woke up finding me clutching onto his blanket fast asleep. I feel embarrassed but he doesn’t think of me as a scaredy cat. I want to find out fast what happened seven years ago. I hate not knowing and being afraid to fall asleep. I can’t take it anymore. It’s torture. I know lying beside Akatsuki makes me instantly better but once I’m in a deep sleep the comfort disappears and is replaced with fear.
Night has fallen and Akatsuki and I get ready into our PJ’s. He wears just a pair of boxers with no shirt on. I’m still getting used to the idea of looking at his bare chest but I can’t help but blush and look away. He is strongly built and is the perfect marble carved figure everyone wishes to have. Even I wish to look more like him. I’m stuck with a small skinny body that does not compare to his muscles and broad shoulders. His skin is soft like a baby; his smell intoxicates me and makes me want to be near him all the time.
I walk into the bathroom and start brushing my teeth. Akatsuki then enters and wraps his arms around my waist. He rests his chin on top of my head gently and lightly hugs me tighter in his arms. I almost choked on the minty toothpaste as I am surprised by the sudden appearance. I spit out the froth in my mouth and place the toothbrush on the bench. I have a bit of the paste on my lips as I look up at Akatsuki through the mirror. I then wipe my mouth with my sleeve.
“I-I almost choked.”
“I’m sorry.” He moves his chin off the top of my head and places it on my shoulder and nuzzles my neck slightly. “I just want to hold you and never let you go. It feels like a dream that I’ve got you but you really are here in my arms.” He closes his eyes and breathes in deeply before letting it out again. There is silence for a moment before I break it.
“A-Akatsuki umm…” I pause not really sure what to say exactly. I am thinking of asking why he loves me but I can’t. I can’t bring myself to ask him. I guess it’s my fault for pushing people away that I can’t talk to people very well. “…Never mind” I sigh and let him hold me.
“Hmm?” He lifts his head up then spins me around so I face him. He tilts my head up gently and makes me look into his diamond blue eyes. “You can talk to me you know?” He smiled softly.
“I-I know that but it doesn’t matter okay” I shyly look at him. My eyes won’t leave his even if I want them to.
Akatsuki then leans his face closer and presses his lips to mine. I slowly close my eyes letting him kiss me. I can’t seem to push him away. Does this mean I yearn for him? I feel embarrassed as he holds me to his chest. His arms wrap around my lower waist and he puts a knee in between my legs. I blush and kiss his lips back.
I’m not a very good kisser but Akatsuki has been well sort of teaching me. I don’t feel as if I’m getting any better though but Akatsuki hasn’t complained and normally wants to kiss me more; longer and deeper.
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