Student x Teacher - Boy x Boy (Completed)

First Day Without Akatsuki

//Author's note\\ : I'm so sorry for the wait!!! been busy getting ready for exams but today is the day I also upload 'My Boy Shiro'. It is through Yuusei's perspective.

Hope to get feedback. Thank you for waiting patiently!! Love you all!!

~YukiChloe~

When I woke up earlier this morning Akatsuki was still beside me but was awake waiting for me. He kissed my lips and said he has to go home to go get ready and that he'll see me at school but also reminded me that we are to act like there is nothing going on between us anymore. As much as it will be hard for me I am willing to do anything if it is for Akatsuki.

I soon make it to school and quickly head to the library to hide from Yuusei. He probably knows I'm here but there isn't anywhere else to hide that is quiet. Yuusei will know I'm avoiding him but what can I say to him. He kissed me yesterday and I have no idea what made him do that. What if he likes me? I did say I would join his group so I can't really say I can't anymore just because he kissed me. I haven't even told Akatsuki about the kiss yet but I think I should wait as the kiss may not mean anything.

I sigh softly and read a random book from the fantasy section in the library. I like to read all genres as that is all I do at school when I'm not in class. From day one of school I went to the library whenever class wasn't on as it is a way to avoid large crowds and it's quiet. I love peace and quiet places. I can actually think and relax without too many other distractions.

"I wonder if Akatsuki is at school yet..." I mumble to myself silently and bite my lip. I really do miss him already even though I only saw him an hour ago. It feels weird to miss someone so much. Is this what everyone feels when they are in love?

I hear the door of the library open and I take a quick look to see who it is and my eyes widen a little as it is Yuusei. I look away instantly so I am not caught staring. Yuusei's footsteps grow louder as he approaches me. In the corner of my eye I watch the chair opposite me move back and he sits down. His arms rest on the table as I swallow hard and try to say calm. I don't want to put my book down as it will get awkward between us. Yuusei is silent for a moment before he spoke.

"Morning Shiro..." I frown slightly as I listen to his voice. He doesn't sound as happy and enthusiastic as he usually does. I find it odd and slowly put my book down but don't look at his face. I can't look at his face right now. My heart is already beating really fast but Yuusei seems sad or just calm.

"Hello Yuusei" I mumble. I have to stay calm and relax otherwise I could make things worse. I wait for a response but there is a long pause. The tension between us builds the longer Yuusei doesn't say anything.

"Look...I'm sorry...for yesterday. I shouldn't have done that but Shiro I like you. I like you a lot...T-That's why I asked you if you would join my club..." I bite my lip a little and try and find words to respond to his confession. I've never really had a guy confess to me, well, only Akatsuki has but when Akatsuki confessed my heart was racing and my face felt hot.

"Y-Yuusei..." I hesitate a little making sure I have my words to say sorry to him. "You see...I'm...I'm in love with Mr Tana-"

"You can't! Y-You guys can't date Shiro. He is a teacher and you're his student. Don't you care that he will lose his job or worst he could get in a lot of trouble off the police if you guys keep dating?" I swallow hard and look down in my lap. Yuusei has a good point. What if Akatsuki gets put into jail?

"I-I never thought of it that way..." I murmur sadly as I think of all the bad outcomes that could happen if Akatsuki and I date. I don't want anything bad to happen to Akatsuki but he said things will be okay if I just wait. I don't know what to do anymore. Yuusei sounds serious today and I doubt he would lie as he did confess to me. The principal yesterday even said that Akatsuki will lose his job if we don't stop.