Student x Teacher - Boy x Boy (Completed)

Teasing Isn't Fun When It's On Yourself

I thought morning would never come. I did sleep better when I came into Akatsuki’s room last night though. It’s like he has a magic spell which instantly makes you feel safer. I‘ve never really noticed it until now as I’ve been pushing him away like everyone else but I guess as I got used to him always hanging around me I’ve opened up a little. He said he loves me and for what reason I will never know.

A sun ray peeks through the long curtains that are slightly open and dangle down to the ground. I can feel the warmth the ray is bringing as it adds light to the bed.

I shift slightly and pull the blankets up to my neck and snuggle into them. I always like being in a cocoon when I’m under the blankets. It traps the heat in so you stay warmer and it also almost feels like someone is cuddling you.

I feel Akatsuki moving but I don’t open my eyes. Suddenly a hand strokes my head and brushes my fringe off my face. I guess he is awake. I continue to pretend I am still asleep when a light kiss is planted on my forehead.

My cheeks slightly flush red and I lay still. The bed flattens as he gets up.

I wait a few minutes before very slightly opening my eyes. I look over to the door that is closed. In the corner of my eye I see Akatsuki still in the room. I very slowly shift my body to see what he is doing then my face flushes red more.

I see Akatsuki is getting changed. I want to look away or close my eyes but I don’t. His body is perfectly structured and his slight tanned skin makes him look toned. Everything about Akatsuki is perfect. I wish I could look more like him; strong toned muscles, long slender arms and definition in the leg muscles. His brown hair is a bit of a mess but it still looks perfect enough to go out without brushing it. He is like an athlete. He probably goes to the gym that’s why his figure is every girl’s dream guy.

I’m just a skinny boy with no meat on my bones. I’m weak and not very good at playing sports or running for very long. I get tired easily so if I were to run away from someone I would have no chance. I can’t even defend myself if I get attacked.

The word ‘attacked’ reminds me of the nightmare I had last night. I really hope not to dream that again. I just don’t understand what it means though. Did it really happen or is my mind playing tricks on me. All I know is that those people in the cottage mean something important to me but…they were murdered.

I have a feeling that it is more likely my real family as Hiroshi and Violet said they went to heaven. I wonder who did such a horrible thing. Why does everyone else have to be so much stronger and fitter? I bet even if I worked out I wouldn’t look or feel any better. I want to become stronger so I can figure out who killed my family.

My eyes are only open a crack as I watch him undress. I know it’s bad to watch people getting changed but I can’t look away. He has boxers on at least so it’s not like I’m perving on him or anything. Besides, if he was completely naked I would definitely look away.

Just thinking about that completely makes me forget about the nightmare and my cheeks go bright red. I shift the blanket up to my eyes so my red cheeks are hidden. I don’t want Akatsuki to see my red face. It would be totally embarrassing.

Akatsuki slides on a pair of black long pants then his white collar shirt. He is looking at himself in the mirror as he grabs a red tie from the coat rack that’s near the door. He always dresses smart and looks so professional even though he is just a regular English teacher.

He then grabs his woollen vest and slides it over his head with his arms in the short sleeves. He looks a bit nearly but I know his really attractive side. It’s like he grew more attractive from what happened last night. The kiss we shared felt so good I didn’t want him to stop.