Student x Teacher - Boy x Boy (Completed)

Being Ignored Hurts

//Author's Note\\ : The long awaited next chapter is finally up!! This year is hectic. Being my Last year of high school it is stressful and way more pressure. I've also keep having a writer's block but I have time now to upload some chapters! I hope you enjoy. Love you all. ALMOST 43K LIKES!!!!!!

~YukiChloe~

The birds tweeted as the sun rose up over the buildings in the east. It's now a pleasure in the morning to hear the chirping sounds. It never used to but now I'm more positive and I have Akatsuki and some others to thank.

I sit up slowly and yawning with a big stretch. The sky is blue and clear so it looks like it's going to be a nice day. I smile to myself a little and got out of bed then made it, folding the sheets and fixed the pillows. I think this is the first time I have woken up in such a good mood. Normally I am grumpy because I'm tired but I bet I'm more awake because I'm getting excited about Christmas. It's like I'm having my first Christmas as I'm thinking like a little kid and going all bubbly around Akatsuki.

I head down stairs after changing into my uniform and said good morning to Hiroshi and Violet. Violet, as beautiful and cheerful as ever greeted me with a hug and kiss on the forehead. We actually feel like a real family now. It's nice to feel happy since I've spent so many years trying to pretend the world wasn't around me. I was in my own world with no one else in it. Sad really but I guess I've come a long way to finally see my problems I created and the hard times people had to deal with all because of me. I want to change it for good.

I'm still shy to most of the students at school but I don't think I have to put the effort to try and make them accepted in my world I mean you can't have everyone single person to be your friend. There are people who just won't accept you but it's not like you need them in your life anyway.

I sit down at the rectangular wooden table and Violet serves up breakfast; something simple but yummy at the same time. Scrambled eggs on toast with butter. The smell of egg is first to rise from the plate and it's a pleasant smell. I thank Violet before picking up my fork and knife before starting to eat. The egg just melts in my mouth full of flavour. I can really taste the butter that the egg is mixed with. The toast isn't burnt too. The egg and bread really complement each other which is probably why it's a rather popular breakfast in other countries. Violet likes to make western foods as I guess all she has had growing up is Japanese so a change now is nice.

I finished up quick as I am hungry then take my plate to the sink before giving it a clean then I grabbed my bag with my books. I slide on my coat as I know it will be cold outside hence winter is here but the sky looks like it will be warm and sunny. I even have my long black school pants on and have been changing into them almost every morning since a week or two ago.

I say my goodbyes and skip down the street. It surely feels a little warmer than last night but I'm guessing today will be one of the last days we'll have this much sun. The snow is on the way and it won't be long before the whole ground is covered like a blanket with the white crumbly frozen water. I've always loved winter but at the same time it brings back bad memories.

I soon made it to the school after a short while and walked through the gates. It's only less than two weeks before school ends. It will be nice to go on break so I and go see Akatsuki more when he isn't at work. I guess I should also go exploring by taking public transport. I have surely missed out on a lot since I have stayed in the one spot.

I look at all the students gathered in their groups on the lawn and under the trees. I happened to notice quite a few eyes were on me and they all whispered amongst each other. Have I got something on my face or my clothes? Well whatever it is I hope it's not something about the way I look. I don't ever care about the way I look but today it's bothering me a little. I sigh then walk past them and heading to the library.