Student x Teacher - Boy x Boy (Completed)

Nightmare or Memories?

//Author's note\\ : I'm so sorry it takes me ages to update! I get distracted with posting the next chapter up. Well I hope this chapter isn't too bad. Most of this novel was written last year and I have got new novels coming soon! Please comment below :) Thank you!!

~Yuki Chloe~

I manage to get my heart rate back to normal after what happened in the kitchen. I sigh as I dig into my suitcase looking for my PJ’s. I'm now back in the spare room which I will be calling my bedroom from now on. It’s going to be different as it is the first night sleeping in Akatsuki’s home. It was generous that he offered me to sleep on his bed and he sleep on the futon but I can’t just take his bed away from him. I‘m the guest and it wouldn’t be right.

I finally find my PJ’s but they are at the very bottom so all my clothes are now scattered everywhere. I sigh again picking them up and just shove them in the suitcase as I can’t be stuffed folding them again. I push the suitcase off to the side of the room and get up, taking my shirt off and chuck it on top of the suitcase.

I slide on the short sleeved t-shirt and button up the front. Next I pull off my shorts and underwear before putting on a pair of silky blue boxers. I get hot in the night so best to wear less but wear something if you know what I mean.

Heading over to the cupboard I slide the door open and pull out the thin futon. I’ve never slept on one before but it should be easy to get used to. I lay it out on the floor near the window. I love looking out the window before going to bed. I think the stars are comforting and at my apartment I always had the bed near the window. For some reason I feel as if I’ve always been at the window at night all my life. I just get a weird feeling but I can’t remember much of anything from before seven years ago. It’s annoying as I just want to know. Even when I lived with Hiroshi and Violet I was always by the window.

I haven’t seen them much lately. I only get to talk to them through a phone call. I’s say it has been a week since I last spoke to them but I may only talk to them once a week depending on how busy they are.

I want to know why I can't remember my past. Maybe something bad happened before seven years ago that I was too young to remember it or someone erased my memories for no reason. Thinking about it I know there is no real possible way of erasing your memories unless the government has this new experiment they used on me seven years ago then if it’s not that then it is physically impossible.

I let out a huff and put some blankets over the futon then walk out of the room going to the bathroom to brush my teeth. It is down the hall like Akatsuki said. I walk in and look in the mirror. I definitely look too skinny for someone my age but it doesn’t help when I’m not tall like all the other boys are. Even some of the girls have stronger builds than me and they aren’t even that much taller than me. Well it’s not a competition to be the strongest so I have nothing to worry about. I don’t even have any other friends so I don’t need to impress anyone at all.

I pick up my toothbrush and toothpaste and squirt a little on the toothbrush then start cleaning my teeth. It is silent in the rest of the house so I guess Akatsuki has fallen asleep.

After a few minutes of brushing I spit out the paste that froths in my mouth and turn on the tap. I rinse the brush off then use the water to rinse out my mouth. It’s all minty and clean. I’ve never really enjoyed the taste of toothpaste.

Cleaning up the excess water that got splashed on and around the sink I then walk out of the bathroom. On the way back over to my room I glance into Akatsuki’s room and see him fast asleep on the bed like I said. I smile to myself and slowly close his door. I leave a slight gap open.