Student x Teacher - Boy x Boy (Completed)

Butterflies In My Stomach Aren't Enough

//Author's Note\\ : As a special treat I have got another chapter up today <3 Enjoy my lovelies

~YukiChloe~

I cross my arms hiding my hands under and away out of the cold. My breath forms a mist when I breathe out. Winter is definitely on its way and it's only going to get colder. Night time will be the worst of the cold with snow falling and covering the ground like a blanket. School is almost finished which is good so I can go on these trips with Hiroshi and Violet then with Akatsuki. This year will be the best Christmas. Well...actually my only Christmas that I will participate in. I can't even remember my Christmases with my real parents. It's sad really. I wish I could remember them. They're only blurred painted pictures in my mind which only seem to show when I sleep or do things that triggers a memory.

I sigh softly as I slide my hands into my pockets while looking more at the ground as I walk down the footpath. I'm about half way home which is good so I can go have a nice long warm bath. I prefer the cold but that doesn't mean I can endure it very well. I remember when I was first adopted by Hiroshi. I had bandages on my hands and around my fingers. I had a mild case of frostbite. Of course at the time you wouldn't know why or how but I remember it like it was yesterday. It was that day I couldn't remember a thing. I want to believe most of my dreams are real but not that my parents were murdered. I know it is true there were murdered but everyone longs for a different scenario. Mine would be an accident. I still don't believe the police haven't found the culprit. It rather worries me as that person...man...could still be out there searching for me; the boy who escaped.

I can't pass the fact that I managed to get out of it with only minor injuries. I don't even have a scar so it makes me wonder if the killer couldn't kill me or I just actually managed to escape.

Walking down the street after thirty minutes I can see Hiroshi's and Violet's home at the end. It didn't feel like a long walk as I was distracted by thoughts but it is pretty cold out here and now the only thing I'm thinking of is a warm bath.

I walk down the driveway to the house and at the end are the flight of stairs to the door. It's now almost pitch black but luckily there are lamp posts beside the road keeping the path lit as I walked home. Violet greets me at the door with a welcoming smile. I smile back as I approach her and she hugs me gently.

"How was dinner with Mr Tanazuki?" She giggles a little as if teasing me playfully because I have a boyfriend. I'm so happy both Hiroshi and Violet accept that I'm gay and welcome Akatsuki every time he comes over. It's at least one burden off my shoulders.

"The cooking is amazing Violet. You should go one time with Hiroshi, or we could go together or something. Oh and you can call him Akatsuki. He's not a teacher anymore and he said you guys don't have to be so formal with him." I let go of her gently before taking my shoes off just inside the door walking in with my socks on. Violet shuts the door making the room warm once again without the cool breeze. It already feels warm inside so I guess they have the heater on. "I'm off to have a bath."

"Okay sweetie, take your time." She nods and I am off to the bathroom via my room so I can grab my clothes. I grab my long sleeve pyjama shirt and long pants. They really keep me warm under my blankets and with snow on it is way any day now it's only going to get colder.

I head into the bathroom before running the bath with hot water. I strip down to nothing then hop into the bath. I made the water really warm so my core body temperature will warm up too and I can stay warm for a long time hopefully. The water reaches to my shoulders as I lay down a bit. The water surely felt nice to relax in. I close my eyes for a while as the room fills with evaporating water making the air outside the bath warm too. The mirror would be fogged up as well by now.