Student x Teacher - Boy x Boy (Completed)

Showing Emotion is Irritating

//Author's Note\\ : I'm so sorry I haven't updated in 2 months. I haven't had the time as I've had exams and lots of things going on. Thank you so much for all the votes and comments. I really appreciate it and hope to hear mpore from you guys <3

~YukiChloe~

I daze out the window of the silver GAC Everus S1 as we drive to school. I lift my hand up to my locket that hangs around my neck. I almost forgot I'm wearing it and I run my thumb over the engraved words of love.

My little Shiro, I'm always here with you even when I'm not. I love you.

The locket is cool as I hold it in my hand. It’s my only memory of my mum that I have left. The chain is thin and feels like it is going to break but it is real silver so it takes more to break it.

I place the locket down the inside of my school shirt hiding it from everyone except for myself. It feels frigid against my skin as I drop my hand back to my lap. I am deeply thinking about nothing. My mind, blank as I just stare out to the scenery not looking at anything in particular. It feels like a long time but Akatsuki parks the car in the staff parking. I sit there for a few moments before Akatsuki’s hand places down on top of mine. He rubs his thumb over my fingers.

“You okay Shiro?” I turn my head slowly and meet his blue eyes. I stare into them tiredly. I notice that his looks uneasy and concerned. I find it unusual and plus it’s not like I’m used to people worrying about me. I’ve always pushed people away instantly then they just don’t bother me anymore but Akatsuki, he never gave up.  Has he always looked at me like this? If he has I’ve never noticed.

I let out a soft sigh and smile a little to stop his worrying. I hate it when he worries. I hate it whenever anyone worries about me.

“I’m fine thank you. Let’s go in.”

I place my other hand on the door handle when Akatsuki’s first hand that is on top of my other tightens and pulls me over to him. He pulls me closer so our faces are only centimetres apart. A slight blush burns my cheeks lightly as my heart beats a little faster. Why am I nervous all of a sudden? It’s not like I’ve never been kissed by him.

My cheeks redden as I remember what happened last night in the kitchen. I can’t believe that came to my mind again!

He leans his face closer to mine but moves his lips to my ear before whispering something.

“I’m always here for you so if anything is bothering you please tell me. I only want your happiness Shiro.” He slowly moves his perfect lips away from my ear but then plants a tender kiss on my blushing cheek. He then completely pulls away and opens his door and gets out. I sit there for a moment; thinking about a few things before putting both hands on my door and open it. I climb out with my bag strap on my shoulder and my jacket on top of it. I shut the door without slamming it and look at Akatsuki briefly then at the school. I walk onto the footpath as Akatsuki moved beside me. His hand brushes mine then he holds it for a brief moment then brings it up to his mouth and kisses it like a prince.

“Akatsuki!” I whisper loudly with tone in my voice. I hope no one saw that. Akatsuki could get fired if someone saw that. Students and teachers aren’t meant to date or whatever. My cheeks burn red and I look the other way. Akatsuki chuckles a little and places my hand back beside myself and lets it go.

“I did make sure no one was looking. You’re so cute Shiro.” He smiles brightly down at me. “Besides, I have to wait until we get home before we can be together properly.” He ruffles my hair gently.

“N-No funny business when we get home okay?” I know he is only teasing me but this is way too much to handle to keep myself looking apathetic and emotionless. I hate how Akatsuki can just bring out all my emotions and facial expressions all at once. It never used to be like that. Why all of a sudden now?