divergent~

Chapter 18

Tris pov.

When i am in my closet, i took a white polo button up t-shirt and a short blue jeans with a brown belt and a pair of brown sandles with a hat. I walk downstairs like this to my music room and see that Chrissy, Shaunna, Zeke, Uriah, Lynn, Marlene, Will, Tobias, Lauren is there. "Why are you here?" I ask Tobias and Lauren. "Our parents forced us to join into you guys so here we are, joining in with you guys." Tobias said scarastically and i roll my eyes. Everyone except Tobias and Lauren pick the instrument that they have been using all along and we rehearsed 'shouldn't said no' that i wrote about Tobias... i started singing:

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing

The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone

Yesterday I found out about you

Even now just looking at you feels wrong

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance

It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes."

[Chorus:]

You should've said "No", you should've gone home

You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go

You should've known that word, with what you did with her,

Get back to me (get back to me).

And I should've been there in the back of your mind

I shouldn't be asking myself, "Why?"

You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...

You should've said "No", baby, and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying

Baby, you know all the right things to say

But do you honestly expect me to believe

We could ever be the same?

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance

It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes."

[Chorus]

I can't resist

Before you go, tell me this:

Was it worth it?

Was she worth this?

No... no, no, no...

I ended the song and surprisingly, Tobias and Lauren are clapping for us. I actually smiled a while until tobias said " great song! You guys be prepared to lose the contest!" We have been preparing the song for this $1000 contest for a long time and he actually said that! Oh wait, he is a badass now so i could care less about what he says. Seems like he is also participating in the contest and he looks like he have no idea what to sing. He just said that for the sake of saying things to hurt my feelings. I just turn around to face my friends and told them that i want to sing 'haunted'. "Okie Trissy!" They replied in unison and began. I began singing:

You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time

but I never thought I'd live to see it break

It's getting dark and it's all too quiet

And I can't trust anything now

And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, I'm holding my breath

Won't lose you again

something's made your eyes go cold