Introduced (Reece Bibby fanfiction)

Chapter 29

I lay in bed for hours on end, staring at the ceiling and thinking about what Reece had said.

My problems were now getting in the way of mine and Reece's relationship like I thought they would but it was killing me. I didn't want to mess up our relationship, it was one of the only good things in my life and I couldn't lose it. But problems kept cropping up that were fucking with my head and making me feel like shit. It felt like a new thing was coming at me every week and I couldn't take it anymore. I wiped my eyes and blinked the tears away. I was sick of crying, sick of feeling the way I did.

Reece came in at around 1am and crawled into bed and went to sleep straight away. He didn't check if I was awake or say a word. I covered my face with my hands and tried to stifle a sob. Tears streamed down my face and I close my eyes, trying to go to sleep. But another thought was keeping me awake. My mum.

She was lying in a hospital bed in a coma. My mother who I had lost for 13 years and was soon going to lose again. I'd grown so close to my mum over the past month and I was so scared of what losing her would do to me. She doesn't deserve to die. Yes she left me when I was younger but she's a good person at heart and she doesn't deserve to die. If I could swap places with her I would. I'm the person that deserves to die. I'm such a shitty, moody, over-emotional teenage girl with too many problems to deal with. I don't want my mum to be alone through this and die alone. I want to be with her every step of the way and if that means dying with her then I will happily do that. No one is really going to miss me after all.

I'd made up my mind. I sat up and kissed Reece on the cheek.

"I love you so much" I whispered to him. He was sound asleep and had no idea what I was about to do. Tears were still streaming down my face as I locked the bathroom door and reached into the cupboard, pulling out yet another razor and a packet of sleeping pills.

A/N

Here's a short chapter that took a turn that I wasn't planning on writing. This was just a filler because I was too tired to write a long and dramatic one which the next is going to be but I hope you's still enjoyed it.

I hit 7k reads today and 250 votes which is incredible, thank you so much. I never expected to get that many reads, I only started this fanfic to let all my feelings out because I didn't know what else to do and I didn't expect people to enjoy it and think it was good because I thought it was rubbish oops. But yeah thanks for reading and voting and commenting because it actually means quite a lot to me and I hope you all continue to like the story. ily all loads x

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