Serendipity |bts | OT7|

The problem at hand

"I'm worried about her." Was all that was admitted between the boys as Namjoon came to sit down.
"What if it was a bad idea? All of us?" He didn't want to agree, none of them did. They all loved her in their own way but she was spread to thin. This was the 4th day since that phone call and she's tried spending at least an hour with each boy only to go and collapse in bed again. Namjoon looked at taehyung and cocked his head.
"What do you think? You spend the most time with her?" He huffed with a shrug knowing they wouldn't like his awnser. He shouldn't have let them all be involved with her. Yoongi is probably the only other one who helps her when she's in a mood, in fact he was in the bedroom now calming her to sleep.
"I think we need to give her space. Let her come to us. It's all we can do. I know we all want to be around her and be normal but she's not in-"
"What are you guys taking about." She came in wrapping a Tae's cardigan around her slightly looking at the 6 of them.
"I thought you was asleep jagiya." Tae smiled and she walked over with a yawn to cuddle into him.
"Yoongi fell asleep, I couldn't without you." He wrapped his arms around her giving her a kiss on the head and jimin cleared his throat.
"Princess, we know it's hard at the moment and we've noticed that you're not doing well." She listened to him as he leant forward in his seat.
"That's putting it bluntly Jimin." Jungkook scoffed and was quickly scolded by the others.
"Anyway, we don't want to add to your stress, from now on we are all backing off and whoever you need will be by your side okay? But don't feel like you have to spend your time with everyone everyday." She thought for a moment her brain not really understanding what he meant. She bit her lip looked down for a moment.
"Are you guys mad that I'm not okay?" Jungkook got closer taking her hand in his.
"No baby no. That's not what jimin is saying. What he's saying is if there's times when all you want is to lay in bed with Tae or Yoongi then that's okay and you don't have to feel bad." She gave a little pout fighting back her emotions and nodded.
"Okay..." Tae gave her arm a rub and she smiled a little when jungkook placed a kiss on her forehead.
"Go on baby, let taehyung take you to bed okay?" She shrugged a little feeling everything getting too much again.
"I need to go the bathroom and then all go and sleep." She left the room and they watched concerned.
"Has she been like that this whole time?" Taehyung looked on with a nod to hobis question and huffed.
"Jesus. I had no idea. How are you dealing with it?" Jin spoke out and Tae raised an eyebrow.
"Dealing with it? She's a fucking human Jin. I deal with it because I love her. And if none of you can handle how she is right now then make your decision and walk the fuck away. Because if she gets too attached and any of you hurt her I'll never forgive you."
"That's not what he meant... right Jin?" Jin stayed silent and jungkook looked at him knowing how he felt. They couldn't deal with it. That's why they didn't coming running when they heard her cries or cuddle with her on the couch checking her bandages. The truth was this all started as a bit of fun. And it had got very real very quick. "Jimin what about you?" He stated quite looking at the ground and Namjoon looked at Hobi with a raised eyebrow. "Not you too? Jesus, i expect it from jungkook being so young but you three? Hobi you were the first to sleep with her!"
"Don't act so self righteous Namjoon. We all know you aren't 100 percent on it." Jin spoke up looking at him with a angry look. "We were all looking for some fun. And she-"
"She's more than you bargained for." Jin gave a nod when taehyung said the words and he tilted his head.
"Don't get us wrong we love having her around and we adore her but, I think us 4 should step away. You two and Yoongi understand it all. You can help her. Way more than we can. We'll still treat her as normal but we can't act like we are head over heels because it will only hurt her" taehyung gave a nod and stood up.
"I respect that. As long as you all promise you aren't going to push her away then fine. I'd rather you're all honest." He walked out of the room and namjoon shook his head.
"Just let her down slowly damn. She might get the wrong idea." They all gave a yes and were left alone when Namjoon left. He walked down the hall seeing taehyung leant on the bathroom doorway talking with a serious face.
"Everything okay?" He looked over and then back into the bathroom.
"I just found this on the floor. There's blood too, she won't show me." He handed Namjoon the razor blade and the looked at her sitting on the side of the bath with a blank face.
"Did you use this?" Namjoon held it up and she looked at him blankly.
"I don't know." He scoffed taking a step inside.
"What do you mean you don't know." He threw it to one side walking in grabbing her wrists yanking up her sleeves seeing no marks. "Take off the jumper." She looked up and him her wrist still in his tight grip.
"Joonie-"
"Do it." She looked at him scared for a moment and he grabbed the bottom of her sweater about to yank it up when she shoved him away. He bounced back gripping her wrist harder this time pulling it up to expose her thighs. He saw nothing and leg go of her. He continued to hold her wrist squeezing harder than he thought he was and got dangerous close.
"You're hurting me." She said so quietly taehyung didn't hear it all he heard was the growl coming from his hyung.
"If I ever catch you with this shit again. You're in big trouble. Am I understood?" She looked at him with wide eyes the words ringing in her head as memories began to surface ones that filled her eyes with tears. "Am I understood!" He roared inches from her face causing her to jump and almost scream.
"You're hurting me." She said a little louder. He didn't listen grabbing her face in a harsh manner, taehyung raced in attempting to pulling him away.
"I said-"
"Please don't hit me!" She shouted and he stopped in his tracks for the first time he saw the fear in her eyes and realised hat in the world she must be thinking. He let go of her watching as she sank to the floor in pure shock. Namjoon was shoved out of the way and taehyung knelt down careful to keep his distance as she tried to catch her breath through her fear. She covered her mouth letting out heavy breaths.
"Jagiya. It's okay. It's me. You're here with me okay. He's not here anymore, he can't touch you. Look at me." Namjoon watched from the doorway in complete shock of his own self as she finally looked at Tae with wide eyes. She took his outstretched hand and he knelt closer. "Good girl. Good girl. Come on repeat it. He's not here." She let out a cracked sob and began to speak.
"He- he's- n- not h- h- h- here. He- he can't hurt me." She repeated attempting to trick her own mind and Tae smiled letting her take his other hand.
"Good good. Can you get up for me?" She gave a gulp and shook her head. Namjoon noticed her shaking legs and how he had really hurt her. "Can I carry you to bed? Hmm? Yoongi is there. You can cuddle yeah?" She nodded opening her arms for him and he lifted her into him letting her hide herself in his shoulder as he left the bathroom.
"Lun-"
"No namjoon." Tae warned disappearing into his room with her.

She crawled into bed and pushed herself into yoongi's arms he moaned a little letting her in properly waking up to her light sobs as Tae stood getting out of his jeans.
"Why is she crying?" He asked ready to kill noticing she had fallen asleep that quick her body still jumping from her sobs as she laid on his arms.
"Namjoon. He lost it with her. I caught her in the bathroom with a razor. She hasn't done anything but he lost it and I don't know what happened but she screamed for him not to hit her."
"You're serious?"
"Yep. The others have stepped away as well. She doesn't know yet. Apparently they didn't sigh up for this"
"Tsk. Fucking knew it. They can't handle their own shit let alone anyone else's."
"At least they decided to do it now rather than when she was really broken. And relaying on them."
"That's true. Come on you look tired again." Taehyung climbed into bed placing a hand on her side moving closer to her. After a while they finally fell asleep