Serendipity |bts | OT7|

Homebound surpise

Yoongi hushed a whisper to her as they stood in the hall.
"Your legs okay?" He asked holding her arm and she gave him a nod pulling her keys out.
"Fine, little sore from the walking but I'm okay." He nodded taking the keys and pushing the door open.
The boys had no idea the couple were being discharged early. They had decided to keep it a secret. It was about 10am meaning they were all still home. And it was Sunday so... day off, lay ins. They walked into the dorm putting bags down and slipping shoes off.
"They're still sleeping. What do we do?" Yoongi thought for a moment and shrugged.
"Shower?" She hummed as he held her from behind placing soft kisses on her shoulder as she looked through the pile of mail they had left for her. It was mostly boring letters when she stopped at a police letter. "What's that?" She didn't awnser but opened it quickly reading it.
"He's dead..." she spoke slowly reading it closely making Yoongi listen. "My dad... he hung himself in his cell. I... shit..." she didn't know how to feel. Relief? Happiness? Sorrow? Anger?
"Princess? Are you alright?" Yoongi held her closely and she shook her head.
"I'm fine. Just shocked. It doesn't matter right? Fuck him."
"Yeah..." Yoongi let her go letting her throw the mail in the trash. "Fuck him..." he agreed looking through his own mail. He was worried, more worried about her and what this was going to do. As much as he broke her he was still her dad. She loved him and in her mind never understood what he did to her. She always made excuses for his behaviour. It took a long time for her to stop doing it and the trail was the breaking point. Even now when she would speak of her childhood and laugh about how her father did things she thought was innocent until the boys corrected her and gently let her know that wasn't okay.
"Are any of my clothes in your room? We need to change." He smiled up at her nodding.
"Yeah erm. If not you can steal a jumper and shorts. I'll be there in a minute okay?" She nodded walking off down the hall and out of his sight.
She didn't get far, in fact she only got to the bathroom before a door opened and a messy haired Namjoon appeared almost jumping out of his skin when he saw her.
"Luna- shit you scared me." He walked over reaching to hug her when she pulled away. "What's wrong?" She gave him a small smile and shook her head.
"Nothing, I just smell like hospital. Yoongi is in the kitchen as well. We got out early. I'm just gonna change quick okay?" He decided not to question her and let her leave. By the time she appeared again everyone was awake and talking to Yoongi about how he was feeling.
"Noona!" Jungkook ran over but she stopped his advances claiming she was still sore.
"Sorry guys I need to take care of something." She walked to the front door when Hobi was the one to stop her.
"You just got home sunshine. What's going on?" Again she brushed off the comment claiming she was okay and left quickly before anyone else could say a thing. Yoongi huffed looking to the others.
"She got a letter, her dads dead."
"Shit."

It was days before they saw her again. She snuck into the dorm to get some clothes when taehyung found her in his room looking for a jumper.
"Well hello stranger." He said almost passive aggressively and she sighed continuing her search.
"I'm not in the mood Tae."
"I'd guessed. Considering you're ignoring us." She finally looked at him and he saw the tired look in her eyes. Her face had sunken a little, her eyes were lost under dark circles and her lips looked like she had me biting at the skin. "When was the last time you slept?" She shrugged finally finding what she was looking for and put it in her bag. "Jagiya-"
"Tae. Leave it alone." Her words stirred something in him, anger? No, concern.
"No. I won't leave it alone Luna. Yoongi told us about the letter. It's okay to be upset but-"
"I'm not upset."
"Ja-"
"I'm not upset. I'm fucking angry." She turned to look at him with a blank expression. "He copped out, I have to live with the things he did everyday, everyday I see the scars and get the flashbacks. I'm fucking suffering Tae. And he's fine, he will never have to suffer for what he did. He didn't care, I will never be okay. And he- fuck." She trembled a little, Tae reached a hand out for hers but she pulled back. He face flooded with defeat. "Please, don't touch me. I can't handle people touching me right now."
"Okay. Fine, I won't touch you okay? But you need to calm down. I understand how mad you are, but jagiya, avoiding us isn't going to help you. The boys and me... all we want is to help you. We can't do that if you won't talk to us. Please come home and let us help." She thought about what he was saying and looked down at her bag.
"I don't know... I think I need to be alone Tae... please understand that? I'm not trying to hurt any of you I just..."
"I know jagiya. But I'm worried you might end up hurting yourself. If you're alone I know your head wonders in itself. I don't want you loosing it and being alone." She understood what he was saying. And she knew he was right, she was going to spiral. They both knew she wasn't going to cope. "You need to tell me what you need."
"I don't know what I need."
"Yes. Yes you do." She bit her lip again gulping down her nervousness.
"I need to... I need to feel safe..." now, Tae knew all to well the feeling of uncertainty when it came to your own mind. He didn't say a word only reached out his hand for her. She hesitated and looked at him.
"I know it's hard. And I know you're struggling. But take my hand right now and I promise I won't let go until you feel like yourself." She raised her hand slowly letting her fingertips brush against his. Her hands were shaking at this point. Finally, she took his hand and he nodded. "Well done... I know it's hard. Come on, you need to sleep." She shook her head suddenly trying to pull away again.
"No tae, don't make me sleep. The nightmares-"
"Hey. I'm here okay? I'm going to hold you and not let go okay? I'll be right here with you." She let him step closer and gasped out when he embraced her.
"You promise?"
"I promise jagiya."