Serendipity |bts | OT7|

Distant memory

"We need to talk to her about it."
"Is it safe when she's in her headspace?"
"It's her coping mechanism, should we fuck with it?"
"It's been a week Yoongi we need to know"
"That's true. What about the other two. They're deep in today. Should they really be hearing it?"
"Jungkook looks tired maybe he'll go for a nap with Jimin?"
"Alright. Let's give it a try." They hushed their voiced walking into the living room finding her watching the tv with the two boys laughing about a joke.
"Kookie, Jimin. Nap time boys."
"I'm not sleepy!" Jimin whined and jungkook looked at them with puppy dog eyes attempting to plead.
"Come on. I'll put you both to bed." Namjoon said as they got up off the couch. The 3 left the room and Hobi paused the tv walking over to her.
"How are you today baby girl?" She tilted her head to look at him.
"I'm okay hope, have I got to sleep too?"
"No sweetie we need to talk to you about something. Is that alright?" She nodded and they all came to sit down when Namjoon returned. She was oblivious to their concern as they looked at eachother almost asking the other to talk.
"Kitten." Yoongi said and she looked at him with a small smile. "We need to know what you were talking about when you told dae that your ex put you through hell. I understand it's difficult to speak about but we need to know what happened so we can help you." Her face dropped a little and she pulled the pink blanket tighter around her not knowing what to say.
"It okay if you need a minute jagiya, but we really need to talk about this." She took a deep breath at Taes words almost wanting to run away from it.
"He wasn't nice to me." She said softly keeping her head down.
"What happened sunshine?" Hobi knelt down in front of her taking her hands in his. "You can tell us."
"You're gonna get mad at me." She whined her eyes filling up with tears. "You'll think I'm dirty and not want me anymore." She let a tear fall on hobis hands and he looked over his shoulder in concern.
"Hey... that would never happen. We would never okay. And we won't be mad at you but you really need to speak to us baby." Namjoon said his eyes filling with pain at her tiny cry.
"He promised he would look after me... he lied so much..." she said barely whispering not daring to meet their eyes. "He hurt me a lot... and he made me do things..."
"What things kitten. You're scaring me now... please tell us..."
"He made me touch him. And if I didn't he would hurt me... then he would touch me. even if I cried and told him it hurt, he would never stop." Jin felt his jaw tighten at her confession. Namjoon couldn't hide his anger at the whole thing as she spoke where as the others were heart broken by it. "He let people watch, his friends and... my dad... dae was there a few times... I just wanted it over." Hobi tried his best to not let himself cry, he didn't want to upset her anymore. The next question came as a shock but taehyung needed to know.
"Did he do it when you were in this headspace jagiya?" They all knew how delicate she was when she was like this. All of them were like it. They needed help with almost everything and to be looked after. They got scared easy and shy away from anything slightly sexual. All eyes were on her when her shoulder finally shook with a cry.
"It's the only time he would touch me." Yoongi closed his eyes dropping his head to the floor.
"Oh sweetheart..." Jin cooed coming to sit in front of her with Hobi. "I'm so sorry that happened baby. We would never let anything like that happen to you. Or the boys, we love you so much and you never have to feel like you're dirty or not good enough. You're our baby girl and we love you okay?" She nodded her tears still not letting up when the next confession came.
"I was a virgin." She said almost shaking at this point it was almost to much for her to handle when the shock ran around the room. "It hurt so much..." no one could move themselves as they listened to her, their poor girl had been so broken before they found her. Everything started coming together in their minds. Before she lived with them and she found herself getting slightly immature she would make a quick excuse to leave. The way she would jump up and down and giggle when she got too excited. How innocent she seemed the first time they each got intimate. The refusal of certain kinks in bed. And her cries when she had a nightmare. Everything fell in place.
"Okay, enough now. We've heard enough kitten. You did good baby. Come on. Wanna go to bed with the boys?" She gave a nod and he came over picked her up and holding her against his chest. They watched as he froze seeing the two boys in the doorway with tears eyes. "You two should be sleeping..." he didn't know what to do in that moment. No one knew. They had just over heard something that they couldn't understand right now. Yoongis mouth went dry when he saw how uneasy they looking in the doorway almost unsure on weather to run away.
"We weren't sleepy." Jungkook said taking a small step towards them.
"Kookie. Not now." Tae pulled him out the way. But Jimin was still frozen in place.
"Jimin. Come sit down please. We'll have a talk." He accepted running over to Namjoon as Yoongi took her out of the room.
"Is she okay?" He asked looking around at the boys with wide eyes.
"Boys listen, you know Luna wasn't in the best place before she came to us. She's in a very vulnerable way right now and she just needs to be comfortable. She's been through at lot and there are some really nasty people in the world."
"Do we make her uncomfortable?" Jungkook asking in panic and Tae played with his hair trying to calm him.
"No sweet boy, you help her a lot, you both do. She can be who she is when you boys are too. But we need to be really mindful okay? If you see her not looking okay then you need to tell us about it okay?" He nodded relaxing for a moment they looked at Jimin who was slowly coming out of his headspace at the seriousness of it all. He was quite the opposite of the other two. Rather than using it to cope he found himself slipping in when he was comfortable, sure he slipped in when he needed escape but the moment it was needed for him to understand 'grown up' things he snapped back.
"She'll be okay." He nodded seemingly to everyone else but it was more for himself. "We should focus on keeping her comfortable and letting her fall in and out as she needs."