Serendipity |bts | OT7|

Ours

The night had gone slowly, they all sat down watching a pointless movie while she leant her head on jungkooks shoulder feeling calm about the way he rubbed her thigh while looking at the screen. His thumb gazed lightly over her scarred thigh while the rest of his hand sat in between her legs peacefully.
"You okay noona?" He asked quietly in an attempt not to bother the others and she nodded against his tattooed skin trying not to let her sleep take over. He smiled at her sleepy movements and let out a sigh moving a little for her to lay on his chest. "I missed being like this with you." The confession felt more like relief when he spoke it into existence, finally he was going to talk to her about it.
"I missed you too kookie..." she said hiding her face into his neck letting her soft breaths fan across his skin.
"Do you think... hung would be okay if I..." he struggled to find the words again and she looked up at him taking in his tired eyes and nervous features. He caught a glimpse of something in her eyes, calmness? "It's just... when I saw you after Yoongi found you I... I want to make things okay, I want to help you feel okay... I miss how we used to be... when- when we all... were together." She says up a little looking to him like she was really listening to what he had to say.
"I thought you didn't want me anymore... when you guys walked away I-" she stopped herself when moved her hair out of her eyes seeing the said look in them.
"I always want you noona... I love you so much I just... I didn't want to get in the way of you getting better, I thought that I wouldn't help like Yoongi and taehyung do... none of us thought we were helping." His words hurt her a little and she remembered the regret in their eyes when they told her they were stepping away. She noticed the youngest start to tear up when he told her that and she pulled his head into the crook of her neck.
"Oh kookie no... you would never be in the way, none of you, and you all help by just being there and being yourselves... that's why I love you all..." she said rubbing his back as he cried a little thinking back to the bloody bathroom and the shouts of his hyungs trying to get her to wake up.
"I never want to see you like that again. I don't like seeing you hurting... please noona I want us all back again. I miss you so much." He choked prompting the movie to be paused and the attention to be focused on the youngest crying into her chest.
"What's wrong?" Namjoon said walking over to kneel down in front of the two feeling his heart shatter at the young boy crying into her.
"He's really sad joonie..." she said placing a kiss on jungkooks head. "Kookie talk to joonie Hmm? Tell him what you told me... it's okay."
"I want noona to be ours again." He cried out holding her tightly and everyone in the room felt his sadness. "I miss her so much! And I don't want her hurt again! And I know almost everyone feels the same. No one is saying anything because they don't want to upset you and taehyung." He said to Namjoon still firmly pressed into her and she took a moment to look at the others in the room before landing on tae.
"I won't do anything unless you say..." she spoke over to him and he pressed his lips together looking around.
"Is what he saying true? I know about Yoongi but- all of you? And you aren't walking away again." She waited for them to speak all shooting each other looks when jungkook looked up again with puffy eyes.
"Jin? Remember what you told me last night. And you Hobi. I found Jimin crying about it as well." She looked over to Jimin who had tears in his eyes anyway.
"Is that true?" She asked him feeling a little concerned for him before he completely broke down covering his face. He nodded into his hands printing taehyung to hug him tightly.
"We were going to talk to taehyung but- but- then you got hurt and- we were scared we wouldn't get the chance." He sobbed out making her feel awful about it all. She looked like a dear stuck in headlights at this point. Taehyung noticed how much her brain was racing and cleared his throat.
"Jagiya. I'm okay with whatever you decide." She nodded a little showing her understanding for his words and jungkook looked at her waiting for an awnser.
"I just- I thought you didn't want me..."
"Oh sweetheart..." Jin leant over placing a gentle hand on her back. While Hobi stood up to kneel next to Namjoon in front of her.
"That wasn't what happened sunshine, we were worried that we were causing you too much stress. That's all we didn't want you in a bad place because of us... we would never-"
"Wait a moment." Yoongi spoke up from his place on the couch in all honesty he had no idea who to comfort in that moment. "Princess, how do you feel about us all being together?" She looking over to him smiling a little at his forwardness.
"I just missed you all a lot and I want everyone to be happy."
"Taehyung?"
"As long and she's safe and looked after. I don't want a repeat of last time."
"Jimin?"
"I want it." He cried out still pressed against Tae.
"Hobi? What about you?"
"Nothing would make me happier."
"Jin?"
"I feel the same."
"Kookie I would ask you but I think you've made it pretty clear." He only responded by pulling her against him again wrapping his arms around her.
"What about you Yoongi... what do you want?" She asked shyly seeing him trying to hide her half smile.
"You already know what I want, I would never walk away from you kitten." She smiled a little and the all looked at Namjoon. "Come on joon." He stood up looking around the room at them waiting patiently for his words.
"I... I can't promise that I won't loose it again.."
"Namjoon." She whined as he turned away.
"I'm so-"
"Kim Namjoon." She said sternly earning a shocked reaction from everyone in the room. "Why are you beating yourself up?" Her composure had gone from soft to hard in a matter of moment. "I don't want to fight you anymore l. I just want you to let yourself be happy but you won't-"
"Because I don't deserve it. I hurt you so much. I don't deserve the right to-" he didn't realise she had gotten but from a now whining kookie and made her way to him wrapping her arms around him.
"You do Namjoon... you always do..." slowly his arms came to wrap around her and he looked at the boys who gave a sigh in relief.
"Okay, okay. You've got me baby... yes I want it."
"Then that settles it. Ground rules and then bed. We all need so rest."
"Noona stay with me tonight?"
"Piss off I get her tonight."
"No I want cuddles!"
"And that is why we need ground rules." Namjoon huffed looking at them all shaking his head.