Serendipity |bts | OT7|

Shit show

"She's doing what?"
"Leaving bts."
"So you broke up with her?"
"Jin she's gonna do it anyway. May as well rip the band aid off."
"Did she say that?"
"No."
"Well then how the fuck do you know?"
"We caused this didn't we?"
"Kook-"
"We knew how much she was hurting at the moment. And we ignored her. Fuck I mean Yoongi you practically told her to fuck off and leave you alone." They all sat discussing the best way to help her. Leaving the band didn't bother them, well. It did but their concern was her health, not their stupid job. Before anything else was said taehyung walked out. He walked through her apartment trying to find her, when he did his heart broke. She was laying in bed barely visible under the piles of blanket. Every now and again the pile shook from her crying. He walked round the bed to the side she was facing finally coming to kneel down.
"Jagiya..."
"Are you coming to leave me too?" She question broke him even more. Slowly he reached out to move her hair of the way.
"No baby... I'm sorry about what Namjoon said... he told us." She cried out a little at the mention of him.
"You should..."
"Jag-"
"I'm breaking again... I don't want you getting hurt when I do..." he took her hand in his despite her protests.
"That's not gonna happen. We won't leave you because of this. We just want to help you."
"You can't... not this time Tae." He knew she was right, there was nothing they could do. It not like she would magically get better if they were around. But hey, they could try their damn hardest.
"We can't make it go away. And I know we can't stop it. But, we can be there to hold you when it does come crashing down. And I promise that we will. Come on, we're gonna get you out of bed. We're going home and getting dressed, you're going to eat something. And we'll get some sleep. How about, we all sleep in the living room again? Remember when we did it before?" He pushed the covered off her rubbing her thigh in an attempt to calm her tears.
"But nam-"
"Don't worry about him. I'll sort it out. Come on." He picked her up making her gasp at the sudden closeness.
"I can walk..."
"I want to carry you. I like how tiny you are." She laughed a little wrapping her arms around him.
"I-"
"I love you. I haven't said it in a while..."
"I love you too... but we can't." With one last squeeze she pushed herself away stepping back from him earning a confused look. "We need to stop. Namjoon is right. I need to step away."
"Jagiya-"
"No tae. It's over..."
"But... you just said you love me."
"And I do. I love you all. That's way I need to do this. I can't have you all seeing me like this. I love you and that's why I have to let go." He reached for her hand with tears in his eyes only for her to step back again.
"Please don't make this harder than it has to be..."
"Don't do this to me, to us." She let herself cry refusing to look at him.
"I'll come and get my stuff while you guys are at practice. You won't have to see me, I-"
"No luna. You can't just walk away like this. I love you and I don't want to loose you." She shook her head walking back into the bedroom with a hand on the door.
"How can you not lose me when I'm already loosing myself Tae? I'm sorry, it's what's best for all of you." He stepped forward as she shut the door locking herself inside.
"Jagiya please!" He started to cry but the door wouldn't open. "Please don't do this!" He stood there shouting for her until his voice cracked. Eventually he sunk to his knees choking on his own sobs.
"Tae. Please just go. Please." And he did. He walked into the dorms earning looks of shock from them all.
"I hope you're happy Namjoon. She's done. She's left us."

They all tried. She wouldn't open up from anyone. Even when jungkook kicked the door opened and tried to hold her she pushed him away. Jimin had begged on his knees for her to come back but she told him again it was for the best and told him to leave. Hobi attempted to be gentle and get her to speak to him, he failed. Jin got her to open the door but she never backed down. Yoongi was heartbroken he called and text her nonstop.

She moved out of the building two weeks later. She disappeared from social media and the public eye. She changed her number and that was the last they heard. Until 6 months later when she was spotted leaving a hospital by the press.
"You guys seen this?" Jimin show the other the image of her getting into a car. Her hood was up and her cap was pulled low. She wore the baggiest clothes they had ever seen her in. The next image showed her on the phone in the back of the car, a hospital band around her wrist, her lip was cut slightly.
"Fuck..."
"Maybe we could talk to a few people? Maybe someone has a way to get hold of her?"
"Leave the girl alone-"
"No one asked you joon."
"Here we go again."