"Did it hurt?" She nodded at the question while she was sat in between Namjoon's legs eating slowly.
"Do they still hurt?" She nodded again looking down at the marks feeling a little sick.
"Would you... do it again?"
"No..." she looked over at a concerned Jin who had asked. "Never again. It all just got too much.. it was like I couldn't breathe and, I just... I didn't know what I was doing." Her confession worried them slightly, she didn't know, then how did she know it wouldn't happen again? That they wouldn't find her with worse damage done.
"You don't have to tell us if you don't want to jagiya."
"No I do. You deserve an explanation. All of you do, we've never spoken about it so... I think we need to..."
"Do you remember anything?" Yoongi spoke for the first time catching her off guard.
"No..."
"It was me and taehyung... who found you... we broke the door down while Namjoon called help. You were a mess. Tae couldn't move and I... I tired doing everything I could. I was so scared. Then kookie came in and-" her head snapped to look at the quiet boy in the corner who was stuck thinking about it.
"I thought you were dead." He stated coldly with his eyes frozen in place. "Tae was sitting against the wall crying and Yoongi... he was leaning on your arms, there was so much blood I-"
"Kookie..." she started shaking a little and namjoon instantly reached out to rub her shoulders. "If I thought for a moment that you guys would see it I- fuck- I'm so sorry-" she choked out running her hand through her hair. Jungkook was so much younger, so much more innocent. All she wanted was to wrap him up and keep him safe from everything. But now she had been the one to hurt him and it broke her heart in two. More than anything, the look on his face, like a puppy after being kicked. She stood up slowly walked over to him sitting on the floor by him still keeping a distance but more to snap him out of his daze.
"I just wanted you to get up..." he looked at her finally his lip starting to quiver as he did. "I remember asking Yoongi why you wouldn't just wake up. I don't think he ever heard me. I just sat there watching him shout at you. Begging you not to die on us." She shot a look to Yoongi who was already crying at this point along with many of them. Hobi was attempting to wipe his tears away as quickly as they fell.
Jimin let everything out freely as Jin rubbed his shoulder trying to stay strong himself.
Taehyung was stood leant against the wall watching her as she looked at jungkook.
Namjoon was watching as well looking very somber in that moment, Yoongi's shouts echoing through his head from that day.
"Kook-" he raced out of his seat getting on his knees in front of her, pulling her roughly into him like he was just desperate for her touch.
"I never want you to go through that again noona. Please don't hurt yourself, we were so scared for you I don't know what would've happened if you didn't wake up."
"There would only be 6 people sitting in this room if she didn't." Heads whipped towards the man who spoke and Yoongi got up. "I wouldn't cope if you had done it. I can't be without my best girl." He came to joking them on the floor and taehyung finally cracked with those words letting out a cry. The two boys held her tightly letting out their emotions. And slowly but surely the others began to join. Jimin was the first to practically run and bury his head into her chest. Hobi sat next to him holding Yoongi and her hand found taehyung as he knelt the other side of Jimin. Jin came behind jungkook resting his chin on the youngest shoulder and a hand on her leg. Finally Namjoon came over fitting in between taehyung and Jin legging her feet rest in his lap and he laid his head on her thighs finally crying.
It was a delicate moment and one that was well needed. Murmurs of apology and praise came out of their mouths like a sweet song as they cried and cling to each other. After a while they broke away leaving her cradled in Yoongi's lap as jungkook laid his head on her chest taking comfort in her heart beat against his ear.
"Why don't we all sleep out here together? Bring a couple mattress' or something?" Yoongi said playing with her hair while she calmed her own cries.
"Brilliant idea. Wanna clear the floor while we grab them?" Yoongi gave a nod coaxing the two laying on him to move to the couch so he could move things. They did as they were told settling together managing to finally calm down completely watching as the boys bought the mattresses into the room. Jungkook was too busy placing open mouthed kisses wherever he could when they finished.
"Come lay down you two." Jimin whines and jungkook let out a growl pulling her into him more to suck a mark into her neck.
"Kookie come on..." she whispered to him as the boys watched her gasp when his hand slipped under her top.
"Holy shit..."
"I thought we said no common areas..."
"Kookies being greedy"
"Shocker, the brat is being a brat." He opened his eyes looking at them while he trailed his head up, his bottom lip catching on her jaw slightly and he smirked.
"I wanna make noona feel better." He whined out and she tipped her head back little him continue attacking her neck.
"You want some help kookie? Or do you want us to leave?"
"Stay if you want." He said with a shrug pulling her into his lap. The whole thing was interrupted by a knock on the door.
"What the fuck are you doing here?!"

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Serendipity |bts | OT7|
FanfictionWhen big hit signs an English singer and the boys take an interest in her work they form a bond. That bond grows slightly stronger with the members as the group face the hardships of not only the music industry but their feelings and personal strugg...