Serendipity |bts | OT7|

Better of me

Nothing could've prepared them for the sight of her slumped against the wall covered in her own blood in a haze.
"What the hell have you done!" Namjoon shouted only to pause at Yoongi's hand in the air.
"There's a first aid kid in our room. Go and get it. Calm yourself down." He stayed at the door and knelt down to try and catch her attention. "Princess? Look at me please." She slowly lifted her head unable to move her lumps as the throbbing consumed her. Taehyung was stood to his side looking at the mess and worried for a moment as Yoongi rubbed his face. Her pupils were blown as if she really was high and she looked as though she could fall asleep at any moment. "I'm going to come and help you now okay? Can you move?" He shifted his weight as she shook her head leaning it back against the wall again. No one had see her like this before, it was a shock to all of them when Yoongi finally placed a hand on her knee and she stayed still not responding to his touch as always.
"Should we call someone?" Tae suggested leaning in the door way watching as Yoongi took a closer look.
"No. She doesn't need that media circus right now, and none of them are deep enough to need stitches. We need to clean her up and put her to bed." Tae gave a nod and walked to their bags to get a cloth out and walked back out running the warm tap keeping a close eye as Yoongi looked at the cut of her torso.
"I'm gonna take this now..." he reached for the razor in her blood covered hands and she whimpered slightly as he slipped it out of her grip. It was quickly thrown in the bin beside them as the room door opened and a angry. Namjoon walked in passing the kit to Yoongi. Tae knelt down dressing the cloth to her thigh to while away the dried blood. "Don't wipe the cuts. They'll heal better if you leave them." She watched through hooded eyes as Tae rubbed small circles on her knee and a dressing was placed over the damaged area of thigh.
"I'm not hurting you am I?" Tae asked as he got closer to the cut area that Yoongi was covering.
"Don't baby her." Namjoon snapped and Tae looked over his shoulder.
"If you're gonna be like that then leave." He picked up her wrist starting to wipe the blood from her hands and she did nothing but watch.
"Sorry." She murmured as Yoongi started wrapping a bandage around her leg looking up at her, they didn't say anything, they just listened. "I took it too far." She said as her head rolled to the side a little and namjoon scoffed.
"It was too far the moment you picked up at razor. I told you didn't I-"
"What are you gonna do joonie? Rough me up again? Go ahead see if I give a shit." She spat as the throbbing began to fade into a dull sting, she was coming out the other side.
"Stop acting like a fucking brat." He shouted back and she scoffed at him while the boys cleaned up her torso this time she hissed when the cloth ran over a cut. "Awh did that hurt?" Namjoon huffed pitying her for a moment before his face dropped "good."
"Fuck you namjoon." She said in a gasp as the stinging finally caught up to her.
"You alright?"
"Oh she's fine let her get on with it."
"Will you shut the fuck up." Tae snapped as he grew concerned for her. "If you're not going to help then go. No one needs your shit right now."
"She did it to herself just let her-"
"Yeah because she's fucking sick Namjoon. And she's not going to get better unless we help her" Yoongi snapped causing them all to look at him a little shocked. "With you constantly treating her like shit no wonder she's fucking hurt her self I would to." Namjoon was shocked at his words frowning at the man.
"You blame me?"
"No but you're not really helping are you?" Yoongi huffed finishing dressing her torso and Tae threw the cloth in the sink.
"I think you should step away Namjoon. Like the others you clearly can't deal with this." He stated helping her to her feet allowing her to hold his arm to get herself into bed. Namjoon grabbed her arm as she walked past him and she looked at him with tired eyes.
"What do you want huh? You want me to walk away?" He asked and she bit the inside of her cheek.
"I want you to stop acting like this."
"And I want you to not kill yourself."
"I'm not going to kill myself namjoon." He scoffed getting closer.
"Look at these two." He turned her around too look at Tae and Yoongi who's faces were full of concern. "Look at them I want you to remember the look on their faces when you do this to yourself."
"Nam-"
"Shut up." He warned Tae. "Imagine what would happen if you take it to far and it's those two who find you. Imagine the-" she turned on her heels leaving a slap across his face.
"Stop it." Her tears threatened to fall and he stepped back, holding his hands up.
"Fine. It's just something to think about." A hand was placed on her shoulder as Yoongi came to stand at her side, Tae behind her placing a hand on her hip.
"I think it's time for you to leave hyung." Tae stated picking up his shirt to put on her. Namjoon walked out slamming the door making her jump. She pulled on the shirt that Tae offered and walked to the bed mumbling a quick sorry and hiding under the sheets.
"Why are you sorry?" Tae came to lay next to her wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her closer.
"I didn't mean to hurt you two." She mumbled into the mattress and Yoongi climbed in stroking her hair.
"Oh oh oh baby. You could never. Namjoon is being silly. Don't listen to him okay? Now come on you need to sleep."