Serendipity |bts | OT7|

Falling fast

The doctors had decided that she would stay in hospital until they were sure there would be no further issues with her health. As much as she wanted to be home with the boys she was happy to be with Yoongi just down the hall. Everyday she would wake up and start new treatments. Then she would be allowed to go and visit her boyfriend and tell him about her day. She didn't mind that he wasn't awake often joking about the fact he needed the sleep. Today was different. Jin entered the room to find her in silence just sitting in her wheelchair looking at him with tears falling.
"Sweetheart?" She looked over to him with a broken look on her face. "What's wrong?"
"What if he doesn't wake up?" He sighed at her weak voice coming over to kneel by her side.
"Oh sweetheart, is that what you've been thinking about?" She nodded letting him hold her hands when the nurse came in to change Yoongi's iv.
"Oh dear. Luna what's the tears for?" The woman asked while working. Jin explained that she was worried about Yoongi waking up and the nurse hummed. "The doctors did say that she maybe emotional today, the medication does that sometimes. Luna, would you like me to ask if we can move you in here with Yoongi? There's enough room and I'm sure it might make you happier to be closer." She practically jumped at the idea stopping her crying.
"Really? I would really like that! Jin do you think Yoongi would like that? And the boy-" he chuckled making her stop and blush at her own excitement.
"I'm sure Yoongi would love it sweetheart, and it would be easier if you were both in the same room. I can text the boys and let them know for after practice."
It was all settled and soon enough her bed was moved beside his, infact the doctors had given into the nurse side to allow them to be pushed together insisting that physical contact might do Yoongi some good and help him to wake up. Luna was delighted at the idea as were the boys. Namjoon in particular worries about her trying to sneak into Yoongi's room on her own and hurting herself, this seemed like the perfect idea. That was until her treatment was over and she had to go home. Yoongi was still asleep after 3 weeks. She wanted nothing more than to be at home but the thought of leaving him all alone in that room made her feel sick. She wouldn't be able to visit everyday either, due to how busy the boys were she had no way of going to the hospital.
It was her last two days of treatment when it happened. She was sound asleep hugging his arm. Hobi was in the chair beside the bed playing on his phone when a small sigh caught him off guard. He looked over to see Yoongi's hand smoothing over her leg as he moved in his sleep. That wasn't supposed to happen. Yoongi groaned lifting his hands to push his hair back.
"Yoon? Can you hear me?"
"Hmm?" His eyes shot open and he looked to his friend who was on the verge of tears. "It didn't work..." was all he said looking up to the drip connected to his hand.
"Yoongi... why... we thought we were going to loose you. Why would you-"
"I couldn't take the thought of living with out her. Hobi she was my world." Hobi didn't say a word only looked at the small body clinging to his arm that he was yet to notice.
"Is."
"What?"
"Is your world." Yoongi followed his eye-line finally noticing her her fingers intertwined with his. His eyes traced up to her sleeping face pressed against his bicep.
"She... she- fuck..." his voice cracked with the realisation, he nearly left her. He remembered the phone call from Tae nod the guilt started to grip his mind. His breathing became heavy and she moved a little laying a arm over his chest a hand bruised over his face before resting in his hair with a light moan. Instantly he was calm again and looking back at Hobi. "I'm so sorry... Hobi I fucked up so bad I just-"
"It's okay. We understand Yoongi. Hell if she hadn't made it I'm sure you wouldn't have been the only one... Namjoon was in a pretty bad shape so we're jungkook and Jimin. Just please next time you have to talk to us instead of bottling it up." He nodded letting Hobi grip his hand.
"I promise. I can't explain how I much promise."
They stayed quite for a moment before Hobi spoke again.
"She had been sneaking in here everyday for a week to see you so they just moved her in here. She was scared you would wake up alone." He could feel the guilt tugging at his heart again threatening to attack him. He placed a hand on her cheek smoothing the skin with him thumb.
"Mmmm Hobi... five more minutes..." she whined putting her leg over Yoongi's waist.
"I'm over here sunshine." He called out making her freeze.
"Then who..." her eyes opened looking up into Yoongi's. her jaw dropped and he smiled weakly.
"Hey kitten..." her eyes teared up when he spoke, Hobi smiled a little when her hand reached over to Yoongi almost scared to touch him. Her palm was close enough when he leaned into her touch closing his eyes for a moment and nuzzling against her.
"I missed you so much." Her voice cracked and he opened his eyes looking at her way her lip was slightly quivering.
"I'm so sorry kitten, I didn't mean to do this to you. To any of you. I couldn't take the thought of not seeing you again. I just- god I'm so sorry..." Hobi got up stepping out to call the boys and a nurse letting everyone know that Yoongi was now awake.
"I would never leave you... I was so worried Yoongi, I didn't think you were going to wake up. Please talk to us don't do this to yourself. If they hadn't found you in time I-" she choked letting her tears fall, Yoongi didn't hesitate to pull her into his chest placing sweet kisses on the top of her head as she cried.
"Never again baby. Never again. I promise. Okay? I promise."