ENCHANTRESS: The Tale Of The Fallen Kingdom

CELESTIAL 29

Gale

IVY BROUGHT ME back to the house, after I thank Ivy for taking me back home I didn't wait for her replied dumeretso na agad ako sa kwarto ko. I lay down in my bed and cried my heart out.

Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko gusto kong mawala ang sakit sa dibdib ko, sa nakalipas na araw ngayon lang ako nakaramdam nang sobrang pagod at panghihina parang ngayon sakin pinaramdam lahat nang emosyon na pilit kong tinatago ay nagsilabasan lahat, yung sakit, pangungulila sa kanya at sama nang loob.

Naiinis ako dahil sa paghalik sa kanya nang Malanding babaeng yun, ang lakas nang loob niyang gawin yun kahit alam niyang nandodoon ako, ni hindi ko nga nahawakan si Kade loob nang halos limang araw tapos siya ganon ganon na nalang, I know how Kade got disgusted by that b*tch's action because I felt it and I saw it his face.

Sa totoo lang ayoko munang makita o makausap si Kade, well pabor naman yun sa kanya dahil ayaw naman niya akong makita at gusto niyang lumayo ako sa kanya, sobrang sakit isipin na kung dati ay hinahanap hanap niya ako kahit saglit lang akong mawala ngayon ni hindi niya ako matingnan na para lang akong hindi niya kakilala.

Umiyak lang ako nang umiyak hanggang sa nakatulog ako.

NAGISING AKO dahil sa kakaibang pakiramdam, dahan dahan akong umupo sa kama at tinitigan ang pinto. It was him, his here and his outside my room. I'm not sure what he's doing there but he's just standing I can sense that he wants to talk to me.

I am happy that he's fine now at tuluyan na siyang bumalik sa dati but the fear and guilt was still there and it was still a strong emotion for him. I wanted to open the door and hug him pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko because I wanted him to learn something in our relationship that if he truly loves me he needs to know that he can't turn he's back to me just like that, he can't push me away and treat me like I'm no one, he needs to realize that we should do things together for better or for worst, I'm very much willing to suffer with him but he won't let me and that's much worst than suffering alone.

Having that thought I lay back on my bed, I turn my back on the door and face the glass window it's already night, I fell asleep too long, I haven't eaten since this morning but I don't even feel hunger.

Nakaramdam ako nang pangungulila nang maramdaman kung umalis na si Kade sa pinto. I don't feel relieved at all, I don't want to talk to him but I wanted his presence kahit yun man lang maramdaman ko, I felt like I haven't seen him for so long and I have this feeling that I miss him too much that it hurts already, I hugged my pillow tightly to hold back my tears from falling.

I tried to sleep again but it looks like sleep doesn't want me anymore so I just sat up on my bed and stared at the wall thinking a lot of things especially the things that have been happening this fast few days, Kade's Older Sister Kenna, My Lúthien keeps pushing me away and all those demons but there's still unanswered questions to me and one of those are Kade's Dark magic I clearly saw it, he has dark Magic and it was so strong, I'm still wondering why did Kade posses dark magic? I'm pretty sure Queen Natasha and King Azariah don't have that since it was forbidden.

I was so busy thinking about Kade that I didn't notice how long I was sitting in my bed. I was about to get off the bed to take a warm shower when someone threw a soft knock on my door. I'm sure it wasn't Kade.

I open the door and I saw Kali, she brought a tray full of foods but I'm not sure what kind of foods is this because it looks like it's been murdered terrible. she was smiling to me but her smile falls the moment she saw my eyes.

"Gale...Are you okay?" She asks with worry.

Tipid ko siyang nginitian nakalimutan kong namamaga pala ang mata ko sa kakaiyak, para na siguro akong bruha ngayon. "Okay lang ako I just needs rest."