ENCHANTRESS: The Tale Of The Fallen Kingdom

CELESTIAL 31

WARNING!!!
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Gale

HIS EYES ARE pleading, he looks dejected and wounded. I feel so drown by his emotions, my heart is sinking to see him this way.

Before I could run to him and hug him I looked away and went to my bag on the bed pretending to find something.

"What are you doing here? And where's Ivy?" I manage to speak coldly as I arranged my clothes.

"Baby-" his voice is shaking and soft.

"You know what? You stay here, I'm going to stay outside." I cut him, binalik ko lahat ng damit ko sa bag at akmang aalis pero mabilis niya akong nahawakan sa braso.

"Baby please..." he begged.

Marahas kong binawi ang braso ko at hinarap siya, nabitiwan ko ang bag ko. Hindi pa man ako nagsasalita pero nagsisimula nang mamilisbis ang mga luha sa mata ko habang nakatingin sa kanya.

"Isn't this what you want? Me. Staying away from you?" I said while sobbing.

I saw how his eyes strike pain, guilt and fear. "You know how I keep on begging you to at least let me stay and be with you. And all you did was to push me away and talk to me like I'm no one!" Hindi ko mapigilang tumaas ang boses ko.

"...I'm sorry baby, I-I don't want to hurt you..." his voice is low and his eyes are bloodshot.

"Hurt? Really Kade?...." I looked at him unbelievably. "Look at me... Look at me and tell me that I'm not hurting, look at me and tell me that I'm not miserable...look at me and tell me that I'm not suffering!..." I let out a painful sob. "You know that I needed you Kade...Not just because you're my Lúthien but because I love you...I love you too much that I stayed even if you keep on pushing me away...I love you too much that I'd rather choose to suffer if that means I can be with you... I stayed even if it hurts and you know what? I'm starting to hate it..." sabi ko habang patuloy na umaagos ang luha ko, my voice is shaking.

I saw how a tear fell from his eyes, his in pain-were both in pain but I needed to tell him this things so that it could pass and I could forgive him without hesitation, naramdaman ko kung paano siya nasaktan sa sinabi ko.

"I'm not mad, pero sobrang sama nang loob ko Kade, especially when you told me that you don't want me anymore..." I stopped because I felt like there's a lump on my throat and I can't stop my sobbing.

Agad na hinawakan ni Kade ang magkabilang braso ko. "B-Baby, Gale...oh Gosh! It's not true, you know I will always want you.... I never wanted anyone in my life Gale... I love you so much... so much..." now he is crying as well.

Dahan dahan kong tinanggal ang kamay niya sa braso ko. "Imagine my pain when my Lúthien told me that he doesn't want me anymore. The only man that I love so much aside from my dad, the man that I've given with my all, the Man who I thought would never made me feel unwanted..." I cried harder.

Napayuko siya at humagulgul, it broke my heart to see him like this.

"Alam mo ba na habang pinagtutulakan mo ako at pinagsasalitaan nang masasakit iniisip ko na maybe it was all a lie... that you don't really love me, that you just here because you feel obligated because of the bond." Mahina kong Sabi.

Hindi niya ako makapaniwalang tiningnan habang tumutulo ang mga Luha niya. "W-What are you S-Saying? Gale, I love you! So much! I can't even explained it... I love you, I love you so much."

Matapang kong sinalubong ang mga mata niya. "Maybe you do love me but it's not as deep as what I felt for you."

Nakita ko kung paano bumagsak ang balikat niya, pulang pula na ang mga mata niya dahil sa kakaiyak. "God knows how much I love you Gale, I was so terrified when I saw you unconscious and almost lifeless because of me... it's... It's terrible, I know I messed up. Big time. I was so afraid to lose you... No. I can't afford to lose you... I'd rather die than to see that happen." He was crying while looking at me, pleading.