Letting love in (GTop)

Twisted Nightmares

~Jiyong~

I can't see anything, it's too dark. I can't hear anything, it's deafeningly silent, even my breathing seems to be muted. But I have to keep moving, I have to keep searching.

"What are you looking for?" a voice asks me, a voice I don't know...but wait do I? It's familiar, though I feel like I've forgotten what it really sounded like.

"Please, can you help me?" I ask, my own voice raspy and strained.

"What are you searching for Jiyong?" that voice asks again, sending a shiver down my spine.

"Who are you?" I ask spinning around in the pitch black that surrounds me, trying to find any point of light, any point of salvation, any sign that this darkness is not eternal.

"What are you searching for?" the voice is more insistent this time.

"Please, I just want to go home" I sob loudly, dropping to my knees.

"Tell me what you are searching for Jiyong" the voice yells.

I gasp, my head snaps up, and I know in that instant what I am searching for. I know what I've been stumbling around in this darkness trying to find, but I don't want this. Why was I searching for this? Why would I ever want to find this?

I lift my head up and open my mouth to speak, about to ask the voice why it wants me to find something so awful. But before me isn't the blackness like I was expecting, instead it's an angelic like person, with dark brown hair, tan skin, and dark captivating eyes that I quickly find myself lost in. The boy seems to be emitting his own light, like he is my very own morning sun come to save me from this eternal night. He's staring at me smiling, and offering out a hand for me to get up, which I gladly take. I smile back at the boy, relieved that I am no longer alone. I stabilize myself back onto my feet and look around, but can't seem to tare my eyes away from the angel for long.

"What's your name?" I ask, my voice no longer muffled in the presence of my angel.

He smiles and brushes his hand across my cheek, sending warmth through my body "you know who I am baby"

I blink at the boy, then the realization of who he is rushes into my body almost like a smack to the face "Seunghyun" I sob and throw my arms around him, burying my face in the crook of his neck.

He chuckles and holds me close "you have to go now Ji"

I nod and let go of the man I love "How do we get home?" I ask, looking around for any source of exit.

Seunghyun smiles almost sadly, regretfully even "we don't baby"

I'm about to ask what he means by that, when suddenly an ear shattering bang rings through the air, loud and piercing in this deafening silence. I jump and tighten my grip on Seunghyun's hand.

"Seung... what was...?" I question, looking back, but halt every action, even though my body screams at me to lunge forward, to do something, but I can't seem to make my body move. I'm frozen and unable to do anything as blood gushes down the side of Seunghyun's head, staining the white shirt he's wearing with a disturbing shade of red. My angel is no longer pure, my angel is dying.

"Don't look at me so sadly Ji, the pain will stop soon" Seunghyun smiles at me, a twisted sort of relief flashing through his eyes, before he collapses to the floor. I serge towards the falling boy, screaming at the top of my lungs, desperately trying to grasp onto any part of man I love, while attempting to convince myself that if I just touch him with my fingers, if I just get to feel his warmth touch my skin then he'll be alright. But I feel as if I'm moving in slow motion, unable to move as fast as I need to. He hit's the ground before I can reach him, and his body shatters into a million pieces just like glass when it's dropped to the ground.