Letting love in (GTop)

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~Jiyong~

"I'm not sure about this Seung" I say hesitating outside the door, that seems to be growing larger and more ominous the longer i stare at it.

"It will be fine" Seunghyun chuckles, giving me a look that makes it clear about how childish i am acting "just don't let yourself get into your head too much, and I'll be here the whole time." he takes my hand and squeezes it, assuring me that he won't leave my side.

I breathe out an exasperated breath, owning up to my defeat "okay, fine let's go eat lunch with your stupid friends."

He chuckles and opens the door, leading me to a table across the cafeteria that is full of the type of people I normally go out of my way to avoid.

We get closer to the table surrounded by Seunghyun's friends that were loudly talking and laughing... at least they were until they catch sight of us, then not a sound can be heard from the wide eyed, and shell shocked teens.

I tense due to all of the attention on me, but Seunghyun just squeezes my hand again and starts rubbing small circles across it with his thumb. He is trying his best to keep me calm, but inside i'm a wreck. This is why i avoid people, because when i get around them my brain scrambles, and my nerves tingle, making me oversensitive to everything. I've always had anxiety around people i'm not close to, and these people are no exception, actually the fact that they are my boyfriends friends might just make it worse.

"Guys, you all know Jiyong, right? Is it cool if he sits with us today?" Seunghyun questions, mainly to Youngbae and Minji making it clear they sort of operate as the heads of this group.

"Of course, I've been trying to get Ji to eat lunch with me for years." Minji laughs, but a bit of disappointment peeks out in her voice that only I seem to catch.

Youngbae seems hesitant but nods his head lightly, giving me a heavy gaze, that wasn't sure over its hostility yet. He seems curious, but i can also see a warning in his facial features making me confused to what he is thinking.

Seunghyun smiles brightly, forcing my heart to flutter slightly and I find my lips twitching upward at the sight. I'm sure that he will always be able to do this to me. No matter how long we are together and no matter how well we figure each other out in time, Sunghyun will never fail to make my heart tremor.

Sunghyun takes a seat and pulls it out for me to sit, causing my face to heat up, but I take it anyways because I know he won't sit till i do, and furthermore causing me embarrassment due to the obvious gawking of the rest of the people sitting at the table.

"Thank you" I mumble as I sit down.

He chuckles into my ear and whispers "baby, you're going to have to breath, they aren't going to bite."

I take in an involuntary breath, and he chuckles at me once more, shaking his head and grabbing a seat, sitting next to me.

"So are you two like official now?" Someone suddenly asks and I look up, recognizing the voice. Bom stares at me with an almost confused look "I guess you makes sense, but I honestly didn't see you as gay Seunghyun." she comments as she shifts her attention to the boy sitting next to me.

Seunghyun snorts and pulls my chair closer to him. "No one ever asked."

"How did you convince Ji to actually go out with you, I mean let's be honest, he doesn't really... like people." Dara pops into the conversation.

"I guess he just couldn't resist my charms." my dork of a boyfriend flips his imaginary long hair over his shoulder, showing off his hidden diva.

I roll my eyes. "yes, you were such a charismatic stalker."