Letting love in (GTop)

Too Important to let go

~Jiyong~

The first thing I wanted to do, was apologize to Taemin, but I didn't really know what I was apologizing for.

All I can think of is the hurt and disappointment in his eyes. I groan and roll over on my bed, picking up my phone for the millionth time, but once again an empty screen meets my hopeful gaze.

"Damn it." I curse, and throw my phone down "this is why I stay away from people, nothing but pain follows me."

I had let myself get close to Seunghyun for one second and this is what happens. It just validates my point that I need to stay away from him, if not... God knows what'll happen.

I curse again and jump off my bed, heading to my closet, and grabbing my gym bag. I stomp down the stairs, feeling the need to noise my frustration in every movement I make.

"Ji, are you ok?" My dad asks comming out of his study, cocking an eyebrow at my weird behavior.

I breath out an exasperated breath "you know, you would think that guys would be easier than girls, I mean less drama right?"

My dads eyes dance with humor and he shrugs "I've never had experience with the latter."

I purse my lips "don't, it's not worth it, they are all a pain in the ass, no matter the gender."

My dad laughs and notices my gym bag "going to release some agitation?"

I nod "I need to hit something"

My dad shakes his head, but continues to smile at me "have fun, and don't hurt yourself"

I roll my eyes, and grab my keys off the table beside the door "later dad."

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~Seunghyun~

"Tae, are you going to stay in bed all day?" I ask feeling slightly annoyed at my little brothers behavior. "You know Ji has called and texted you a bunch of times... he really wants to talk to you"

"I don't want to talk to him" Tae pouts.

"Yes you do, you're dying to talk to him, but you're being stubborn." I say leaning against his doorframe and crossing my arms over my chest.

Taemin shifts "why did you have to kiss him? Why couldn't you have picked anyone else? Why my Ji?"

I was trying to be sympathetic, but his words 'my Ji' made me want to pop him in the back of the head "Tae, come on, you know that Ji doesn't see you that way." I said in a softer tone than my thoughts.

"Just leave me alone." Tae whines.

I sigh "no, you can be mad at me all you want, and you can even refuse to talk to me for the rest of our lives, but I won't let you do this to Ji. You know how he is with letting people in, don't hurt him like this. You're to important to him." I pick up his phone off ground where he threw it earlier "he's already called and texted you a bunch of times apologizing and he hasn't done anything wrong... don't be like this, man up and fix this." I set his phone next to him on his bed and walk out of the room.

I hear Taemin sigh, but also hear the unlocking of his phone. A triumphant smile spreads across my face, as I close his door behind me, giving him some privacy to make up with his best friend.

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~Jiyong~

"Again" Jongkook yells.

I punch the pad in front of me with an angry force, while letting out a loud 'yah'.

"Ooh, we've got some fire in us today" Jongkook laughs "I like it, but don't let that anger keep you from concentrating."