Letting love in (GTop)

A little break

~Jiyong~

Seunghyun stares at me with a bright expectant smile, while he bounces on the balls of his feet like a child would when they're waiting to be praised about something.

"You want to do what?" I ask, while standing in my bathroom in front of the mirror, with my eyeliner paused in my hand.

Seung gives my that secret smile, that... like what the fuck? When did he start using that again? "It's not what I want to do, it's what we're doing"

"Well, what are we doing?" I ask, concerned about where Seung's mind is.

I love Seunghyun, I love him like my life depends on it, but sometimes I just can't help but wonder what the hell goes through this boys head. I mean what am I suppose to do when he just hurries in here, with a large 'I'm up to no good' smile across his face and starts spouting off nonsense about weekends and alone time together?

Seung smiles excitedly and hops up and down on the balls of his feet "We are going to Jeju for the weekend"

"Mhm" I hum, shaking my head at him and going back to putting on my makeup "and you think we are going to do this?"

The stupid smirk returns and he saunters over to me, placing his hands on my hips, rubbing small distracting circles with his thumbs, forcing my breath to catch "I don't think, love... I know. Your dad already bought us the tickets and rented us a beachfront villa... All you have to do is pack, baby" he stops and runs the tip of his nose lightly over the crook of my neck "and make sure you pack light, I don't see cloths being much of a necessity this weekend"

His words barely register in my head, as it clouds with sensory overload. Seunghyun knows exactly where to touch and how to touch to get my body vibrating with sexual tension in no time. But, just as my blood is rushing through my veins at max speed, heating to the point of searing my skin, Seung lets go of me and walks out of the room.

I stand there stunned, opening and closing my mouth like a fish gasping for air, and wondering what the hell just happened. I blink a couple times before hurrying after him, stopping at the door to find Seung sitting propped up on our bed, 'reading' today's newspaper.

He glances up at me and snorts "you do realize you only have one eye done, right?" He asks and I curse myself for letting Seung distract me from my morning makeup routine.

I put it out of my mind and pull my focus back to where it belongs "why did you stop? You know me, you can't turn me off once I'm on, Seunghyun, i'm not a fucking light. Now get over here and finish what you started" i demand, tempted to stomp my foot, but knowing if i do, i won't live it down.

Seung smirks again, 'like seriously, he needs to stop' and takes his time folding the paper, then he places it down, before crossing his arms "sorry baby, but I've decided that I'm cutting you off for a while"

My eyeliner pen drops from my hands, as I gape at my horrible boyfriend in shock "what?"

"You heard me, you need a break, you need time to shut your mind off and breath, and I'm giving that to you, so  I'm not going to touch you" he says simply, like he's talking about an article he just read, instead of my sexual needs.

"For how long?" I ask, surprising myself at how whiny my voice comes out.

Seung stands up and crosses the room in a surprising amount of grace "till I feel you've had enough down time"

"Seung, that's not fair. Orgasms are like the best thing for relaxation, they promote better muscle and joint movement, they help with brain activity, and it increases endorphin's, which means you're happier... Like, sex is the best thing for me right now" i argue, hiding how impressed i am for my convincing points.