Letting love in (GTop)

Moving forward

~Seunghyun~

I wake up suddenly to a dusky room, signaling that it's still early. I sigh and roll over, wondering why in the fiery pits of hell i'm awake, but when I'm greeted by Ji's wide, alarmed eyes, I figure it out pretty quickly.

"Did you wake me up?" I ask, my voice rough and thick.

Ji swallows hard and nods, which I can see even in this low light.

I reach out and caress his cheek. He leans into it instinctively, almost nuzzling like a cat "what's going on up there?" I ask tapping his temple with my thumb.

He closes his eyes and sighs "we graduate today, Seung."

It takes me a minute but then I realize he's right. Today is our graduation ceremony, but still..

"It doesn't start till three, baby. Why are we up before dawn?" I grumble, scooting closer to him.

Ji rolls his eyes "fuck if I know, my brain just won't stop freaking out. What if I trip on the stage while getting my diploma? What if I get up there and they're all like 'sike, you're not actually graduating'? What if I make a mistake in my speech or forget it all together? I mean, I'm freaking out a little here"

I slide my hand down to the back of his neck and add pressure, silencing Ji and calming him a bit.

"Ji, you're going to be fine, and even if one of those things happen, except you not graduating, you had enough credits to do that last semester, I'm going to be there right with you, and we'll get through it together, just like everything else. Just relax, baby" I say, massaging Ji's neck.

He takes in a deep breath, "that makes me feel better, but I still can't seem to let myself relax"

I tilt my head and think for a second, then I get a good idea of how I can make Ji relax.

"Let me help you, baby"

I stare into his wide eyes and let my hand wrapped around his waist, sliding down his back, and stopping just above his ass, letting him get an idea of what I'm thinking.

Ji rolls his eyes again "Seung, we have to be at the school by eight, we don't have time for this"

"Shhh", I say leaning in to place a kiss on his lips, "just trust me"

I hook my hand under his hip and bring him up off the bed onto his knees. He looks at me slightly confused, but allows me to place him in the position I need him in.

"Stay on your knees, prop your chest up with a pillow" I say handing him the one under my head. I sit up and slide the blankets off of his body to reveal his ass hanging up in the air, open and ready for me.

He looks beautiful like this, as he curiously clutches at the pillow under his chest, making his back curve all the way up to his plump little ass, waiting for me.

I roll onto my knees and position myself behind him kneeling between his legs, his slightly reddened hole greets me. I place my hands on either of his cheeks and he tenses slightly, when I start massaging them, leading up to his lower back and back down, trying to work out all of the knots I find. I finally feel that he is relaxed enough and spread his cheeks apart, which in the position he is in already opens him up enough, I just want him to be aware of what I am going for.