Chapter 4: First Person I Visit

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TW: EATING DISORDER⚠

Kokichi Ouma POV

I woke up, it was the next day. I could feel my whole body in pain, especially my stomach. It kept growling, I don't feel like eating though. I always throw up afterward.

I wish I can accept help so easily...

I'm done with life, how can it get better...?

But... I remember being informed by Dr.Kirigiri that Shuichi was concerned for me.

He cares for me...

How can that bastard care for me?! He's the stupidest detective I've ever met.

But he did bring justice for the ones who were killed...

Yet, I shouldn't be the one hating on others... They all should hate me, after all, I deserve it.

Before my hateful thoughts can continue, someone opened the door. It was Mr.Hinata?

"Hello, Ouma-Kun, Nagito- I mean Mr.Komaeda can't be here for your therapy session so I'll be his replacement. I hope you can trust me, please don't tell me any lies. I'll be patient with you, this will happen sometimes." Mr.Hajime said, then we began the therapy session.

How can he expect me to trust him so quickly? I don't need his help.

I hate myself and that's the conclusion, why can't I end it all already, they can all throw a party afterward...
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(This is the same day btw)

Shuichi Saihara POV

I woke up by a knock on my door, "Come in!" I shouted

Dr.Kirigiri came in, placed my breakfast on the counter, and began to speak, "Morning Saihara, you woke up a bit late it's 9:30. Mr.Hajime will be a bit late since he had a sudden session with another patient. You can eat while you wait. Goodbye" before I can say goodbye back, she left.

She must be in a rush, I thought to myself.

I ate my breakfast in silence, when I finished I continued to read the book I picked out yesterday.

Until the thought, it came to me suddenly.

Who shall I visit?

I don't need to visit Maki and Himiko since I just saw them yesterday, I can't see Kokichi, Ryoma, Kiibo, Kirumi, and Tenko.

That leaves, Gonta, Rantaro, Angie, Miu, Kaede, Kaito, and Tsumugi...

Saying her name angers me... After all the pain she caused she expects people to visit her?

I decided to ignore my hate for her and focus on the main idea.

I can't choose either Kaito or Kaede...

Hm...

My morning seems quite boring, and yesterday everything was so calm. So I guess I'll visit Kaito.

I got up, took some clothes out of my closet, and went in the bathroom to change, as I was doing this I kept thinking about all the times I spent with Kaito, he's such a good friend.

I finished changing, I wore a black sweater with a skeleton print in the front and the back, I wore a white graphic-Tshirt underneath. Down under, I put on black denim jeans and black converse.

I like this outfit, it's more comfortable...

After changing I began looking around the hallway outside my room. It seemed like a dorm area but the rooms are quite spaced out.

I walked forward and noticed the names on each door, so I began looking for Kaito Momota, a few minutes later I noticed a different nametag.

Kokichi Ouma...

I hope he's doing okay...

I walked forwarded ignore my thoughts and something caught my eye, Kaito Momota.

It had a green bar underneath saying 'allowed to visit' so I knocked on the door.

In less than a minute Kaito opened the door and seemed surprised.

"I see your awake sidekick! Come inside, we can hang out a bit before my therapy session!" He said loudly.

I did as he said and entered the room, his room was neath and not much different from mine except he had a table and two chairs. And so I sat in one of the chairs and he sat in the other.

"So how's it been? Are you getting used to the place, I can help you any time if you want!" He said, well kind of screamed but with a harsh voice.

"I-Is your voice okay Kaito? It seems more... Raspy?" I asked

"Oh! Yeah, I shouldn't be screaming huh?" He continued talking in a softer voice.

"Well because my disease caused me pain during the game, I have hard times breathing properly and I do have a raspy voice because of it. But don't worry about me, sidekick!" He yelled out his final scream.

"Ah, understood. Have you met the others?" I continued to ask.

"Yep! Maki visited me yesterday even though she wasn't exactly supposed to. I can tell she missed me hehe.." He laughed with a pink tint on his cheek.

"How about the others, have you heard of them?" I asked my final question.

"Well... I have heard from everybody except Ouma-Kun. Gosh, I hope that bastard is suffering right now after what he did to everyone." He looked down at the floor with an angry face.

"Kaito, I know you didn't have a great relationship with Ouma, but it wouldn't hurt to care for him. Try to realize things from his point of view. He's been hiding his emotions behind a mask for so long, you can't blame him. We were in a killing game after all." I suggested, but hurt from what he said, I didn't exactly know why...

"I guess you are right... Sorry sidekick! Anyways, let's talk about other things, maybe we can end the day looking up at the starts since we both have time before sleep." He laughed.

"Of course." I agreed.

We both continue to talk about other things, laughing most of the time. If it wasn't for his condition, we would be training, but I didn't mind this change.

I had to leave because not only his therapy session starts soon, but mine. I'm a bit nervous about meeting Mr.Hajime... I hope I don't embarrass myself.
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The past three chapters were made one after the other, wow! I'm so proud of myself :')

The past three chapters were made one after the other, wow! I'm so proud of myself :')

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