Alice Potter - The girl who lived

Chapter 25 - Lies and Liars

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Chapter 25 - Lies and Liars

Sarahs POV

(A/N I couldn't resist using her again. Back to good old Alice tomorrow!)

My tears eventually dried. All day I spent up in the common room.

I turned away when anyone came in.

I didn't want them to see me I a state.

Eventually the school day ended.

Draco left the common room to see Snape and I went up to bed.

It was only four o'clock but I was knackered.

I slept right through with dreams of my father being tortured.

It hurt me to see him in pain.

The girls in my dorm woke me up. I didn't want to get up but I did.

I forced myself to get dressed and do my hair.

I kept myself going by thinking I would see Draco.

Then I would drift in to thoughts of my father.

I was depressed.

My mother seemed like she couldn't care less.

How could she tell me that over a letter! Why didn't she send for me!

If it was Lucrius, Draco's mother would sent for him.

I hated feeling many emotions at once.

NO one could know how I was feeling.

I am Sarah Lestrange for goodness sake! I couldn't be upset!

A stray tear fell down my pale face as I walked through the door to the common room.

I quickly wiped it away.

I needn't have bothered though.

The common room was deserted. I looks at my watch.

Breakfast had started. If I hurried I would catch the post.

GREAT! This day was getting even better.

I quickened my pace up to the great hall.

#it was full of noisy students. I walked over to Draco.

He immediately pushed his friend off the bench to make room for me.

"Are you feeling better?" he whispered in my ear.

I nodded and smiled at him.

It felt good to smile again. My owl swooped down at me from overhead.

He only had one letter with him today.

I recognised the hand writing immediately.

It was my mothers. How could she be writing again!

She only wrote to me yesterday! Usually she only writes to me one=ce every few weeks if im lucky.

Why was she writing again!

My owl landed on the table. I untied the letter from her.

Dear Sarah,

                         I had to write to you again today. I hope you weren't too upset at my last letter. I had to come clean to you though. I have kept some things from you and it is about time that I told you. It would be unfair for you not to know the truth. I am not your mother Sarah. You were adopted by me and your father before we were sent to Askaban. I do not know who your real parents were. All I know is that your mother and father were really close to the dark lord before they died. At first we nearly didn't adopt you. Then we were persuaded to by some other death eaters. We were told you were a really power full witch. We believed them and it turned out you were. We decided not to tell you. When you were little we gave you a potion to make you look like us. No one thought it was suspicious.  Only a few death eaters knew. Now after your father died I decided I would put all my time in to the dark lords services. So now I am telling you this. I do not want to know you Sarah. I used to love you. Now I don't. I do not want to see you again until you are a death eater. You will never be loved by me again. The invitation for Christmas is cancelled. You are to go and stay with Nacrissa Malfoy until you are old enough to move out. I have forwarded all your money from your parents on to them with your stuff. Please do not send any more owls to me. You may keep your name as Lestrange but if anyone asks I am not your mother. I have also heard about you and Draco. I understand that you do not "go out" but I know you have feelings for each other. I have my sources inside the school. I am deeply disappointed in you.  I thought you would focus on the dark lord but no. You decide you love a boy. That is not how I raised you. I am sorry is this letter seems harsh but it had to be done. Good bye Sarah Lestrange.

                                                 Yours sincerely

                                                                 Bellatrix Lestrange.

I got up from the table. It was getting too much.

I hated my mother. No not my mother. Bellatrix Lestrange.

I knew where I was going.

This time the tears stayed hidden.

I was depressed, lonely, angry.

Angry at being lied to for all of my life so far.

I headed out of the main door and round the back of the school.

I kept on walking until I reached the cliff face about half a mile from the school.

I stood beside it.

"SARAH! GET BACK FROM THERE!" Draco yelled from behind me.

He had followed me.

"NO!" I yelled back. "IT'S NOT WORTH IT! I DON'T EVEN HAVE A FAMILY!"

"I GOT A LETTER FROM MY MOTHER TOO SARAH! YOU ARE COMING TO STAY WITH US! SHE EXPLAINED IT ALL TO ME!" Draco replied.

"It still isn't worth it," I lowered my voice, "No one loves me."

I turned to Draco then back to the cliff.

He took in the words I had just said.

I got ready to jump.

"NO SARAH! I LOVE YOU!"

My feet left the ground and I was hurteling downwords.

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