𝐃𝐨𝐦'𝐬 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

This Feeling....

(^^Daria's pov^^)

I was upstairs slowly panicking.

What was I gonna do?

Maybe she won't be as mad?

I went to go in the bedroom and turned on the cold water. I put my hand under the faucet and splashed it onto my face. I rubbed my eyes to wake myself up and think. Usually when I'm in a fucked up situation like this I try to think on the bright side. I mean hey.. the baby's gone. I'd do anything to get rid of anything that reminds me of....him.

My thoughts were interrupted with the front door opening. I sighed to myself and dried my face off. I looked at myself one last time before turning away from the mirror and turning the light off, exiting the bathroom. I heard her keys rattling in her hand. I was debating should I just go downstairs or just let her come up. She went on and made the decision for me when I heard foot steps coming up towards the room I was in.

I had already sat on the bed and got comfortable. She approached the top stairs and I seen her appear in the door frame. I didn't even want to look up. I sighed softly and looked up. The door was dark so all I seen was her shadow. It scared me.. the vision looked similar to when 'he' would come home late drunk from wherever he'd hang at. I followed her body as she slowly walked into the room. She sat her keys on the dresser and dressed down from all the coverage she had on. She hung up her jackets and came around the bed to approach me. I kept my eyes on her so I could read her body language, but I just couldn't figure out how she was feeling.

Then she spoke.

"You know I'm not mad right?"

I watched her sit next to me and place her hand on my thigh gently.

"Why not"

"Look, I know it's probably hard to try to open up to anybody else again because of him and I understand. It'll take time and I'll be here until you do. I was a little upset because of it but I had to think of it from your perspective and it changed my whole mindset. Look, he was a piece of shit and he's gonna get what he deserves but first I'm focused on you. I wanna make sure you're ok and to get you back up on your feet, mentally. Just know I'm here for you though ok?"

I smiled as the tears I had built in slid down my face. Before I could lean my head down to wipe my tears, she reached her hand up to my face and wiped them away. She leaned forward and kissed where my tears were.

"I really appreciate that... I do"

She sat closer to me and pulled me in for a hug.

I wrapped my arms around her loosely and she kept her firm hold on me. I sighed heavily with relieve.

(Syna's pov)

I went back into my room and closed my patio door. I locked it and placed my ashtray onto my dresser by my tv. I was so high my main focus was just to lay the hell down and go to sleep. I forgot I told my guard back at the club I was thinking about firing the maids around here. I don't know if Xeni likes the fact that I have them here or not... and the fact that they lived here too. I mean they did a good job around here and I was satisfied with it. Plus me and Brit been stopped fooling around so I don't see her as often as before. I'll ask when she gets back home.

Lord look at me saying home.. her living here was temporary. Well... it could be permanent. I smirked to myself and thought on it. It really just depends on her and how she feels about it. She did seem like the independent type.

She was currently at the store right now, she say she wanted to pick up some journals. I was confused but I just let her go and told her to be safe. I went down to talk to my gaurd, Yash.

After what felt like forever to reach the floor he was at, I told him to come to my office.

As I walked into the office I started to reminisce when I use to have this as my main room.. before I started to build floors to my building.

God it was pretty dull in here, I see why I made more offices.

I sat down in my chair and watched Yash as he came in and closed the door silently.

"Yes boss?"

I sighed to myself and really tried to think on if I wanted to do this.. I mean I payed them all a good amount of money to be here so i'm sure they have enough to go and be on their own. Unless they're just senselessly spending their money and not saving.

"Yash, I think I should let you guys go, but... im not quite sure if I should or not"

"Well, it's all on you whatever you want to do. We'll always be here for you you know"

"Uhhh, yeah I know.."

Silence filled the room until I got a call from Xeni.

"Hello babe"

"Where are you, im in your room with one of your shirts on and nothing under it" she giggled.

She loved to tease me like this and watch I get to the room she's fully clothed.

"Oooh that sounds nice. Look i'll be right up im in my old office-"

"Hey how about I just come down to you, you never really showed me around"

"Well right now isn't really-"

"Too late, in the elevator"

Then she hung up.

Lord.

"Well Yash i'll come back to you when I have my thoughts all gather up and tell you what I decide"

He nodded his head and left out the room.

I watched as he closed the door and I heard conversation going on in the hallway. Must be Xeni asking for directions as to where my office was. I got up and popped my head out the door and seen her with a large black shirt on. Hey maybe she was foreal..

"Babe.." I waved her to me.

She had a face of recognition and came into the room. She closed the door behind her and smiled.

"Why you so .. smileeyyy and jolly baby?"

"Because I missed youuuuu, I've been gone all day"

I went and sat at the end of my desk and she stood between my legs.

I looked her in her eyes and she grabbed my hands.

What was I feeling right now? I felt... warm and safe. I felt so protected looking in her eyes. And I mean ofcourse I can protect myself but it's like if I was to have a bad day.. looking into her eyes would make it all better. Just her presence was enough to calm me.... Is it too early to already be in love?

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