Toxicity (Spencer Reid X Reader)

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You didn't know what to do at that point.

You were screwing up everything in your life just because you were sad.

You didn't know whether to chase after Spencer or get back to work so you just decided to go into the room where the team was setting up and act like nothing happened.

The team looked at you for a second until Hotch brought up the case.The team joins the conversation, even you join in, to solve the case.

The team grabs enough information about the unsub until its time to deliver the profile. While the rest of the team delivers the profile, Hotch pulls you aside.

"What was that about?"

"I was just stressed, I'm sorry. It won't happen again."

"Spencer hasn't been back, it would be a good idea if you went to talk to him."

"He's angry at me right now, I don't think he wants to see me."

"Trust me, he always want to see you."

You look at Hotch silently for a moment.

You nod, "I'll go look for him."

You walk out of the police station, making eye contact with the team on your way out. You could tell that they were curious, probably worried.

You didn't want to make your relationship with Spencer a problem with the team but it was way beyond that now.

You make your way outside and see that the SUV you two had came in was still there.

You were hoping that he didn't go off to buy drugs and end up somewhere dangerous like you did but you didn't want to jump to conclusions. You went over to the SUV and opens the door, you thought that maybe there was something there that could tell you where he went.

You didn't notice anything off, everything he left in here was still there.

You sit in the driver's seat and start the car before feeling your phone buzz in your back pocket. You reach for it and look at it.

Spencer messaged you.

All it said was "I love you."

You didn't know what to think about those but you had a bad feeling.

You texted him back asking him where he was.

He didn't reply.

Then you called him.

He picked up.

His voice sounded like he had been crying.

"Spencer, where are you?"

"I'm sorry, y/n."

"Sorry for what?"

"For everything. For everything I did to you and for all the pain I caused you."

His words are slurred.

"Spencer, just tell me where you are."

"I love you, y/n. Never forget that."

"Spencer, where-"

He hangs up on you.

You immediately get out of the car, leaving it on. You run into the police station and make it into the room where the team is. You make a call to Garcia, she picks up quickly. She usually picks up fast during cases.

"Garcia, do you think you can track Spencer's cell phone?"

"You need me to find his location?"

"Yes, can you do that?"