Toxicity (Spencer Reid X Reader)

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this story took me way too long to write than it should have.

You turn around and Spencer cups your face in his hands.

He kisses you so softly.

You pull away, "is this just a way for you to get me to fuck you?"

Spencer takes your hand and leads you into the kitchen where two candles are lit and there's two plates with food across from each other, the lights are off. The only thing lighting up the room are the candles.

Spencer walks you over to the table.

You sit down, he lets go of your hand and sits down in the chair across from you.

"This entire time, you never knew me," Spencer seems to have his entire attention to you, "we can restart and have a real relationship."

"If this was a way for you to get me to fuck you then it worked," you get up.

You walk over to him and sit in his lap.

You pull him by his tie into the bedroom, he blows out the candles while you do it. You flop onto the bed and he falls on top of you.

You lose your breath for a second, he may look skinny but this bitch is heavy.

He adjusts himself and holds himself over to you and you're able to breath again. You both laugh it off then he stops and looks into your eyes.

"So, what do you want this to be like?"

His voice is soft.

"Why are you asking me? I'm trying to get to know the real you."

He pushes you up by your waist so that your head is against the pillows. He moves his body down and removes your underwear and shorts with a swift motion.

He looks up at you as you look down at him.

He gently moves your legs apart

He puts his tongue on your clit and moves it around gently. You're dripping wet and it feels so amazing, you can't keep the moans in.

Your breathing starts to get heavier.

He puts two of his fingers inside of you and moves them in and out slowly. His hands are huge and its feels so good.

The feeling when he put his hands on your waist made your heart race and butterflies in your stomach, but its not nearly as good as this is right now. He stares continuously into your eyes and doesn't look away at all.

You arch your back and lean your head back into the pillow, biting your lip.

This lasted for a while.

Then he unbuckles his belt and unbuttons his pants. He pulls down his pants and removes his shoes while he does this.

He removes his boxers and moves up to you, he puts himself inside of you.

He doesn't have to say anything. His hand movements and the way he looks at you makes this moment better.

He thrusts slowly and grips his hand onto your waist.

The clapping noise isn't loud or fast. You are so wet and you can tell Spencer is enjoying it too. He hasn't said anything.

He leans in randomly and kisses you.

You can feel yourself getting closer and closer as he continues thrusting. You put your hands on his back and moan loudly. Spencer's mouth is next to your ear, breathing heavily.

He groans a bit and releases himself inside of you.

You finish quickly after he does.

He gets off and lays beside of you. You scoot up next to him so that your head can lay in his chest, you can hear his heart beating fast and his breath is heavy.

He plays with your hair.

"Do you love me?" Spencer asks you.

At that moment you really take in that question, do you love Spencer?

You knew you have some doubts because it was hard to love anyone. Emotional connections were hard for you to form, maybe that's why you are so hypersexual.

Have you ever really loved anyone?

"Yes, I love you," you reply to Spencer.

"I know earlier I said I didn't but I do, I fell madly in love with you with the instant I saw you."

"So, is this the real you?"

"I love you, y/n. I always wanted to make you happy and that was what made you happy at the time, I guess I was just a good actor."

"Why would you act like that for that long?"

"Because I knew you. I knew you were smart, I knew deep down you had a lot of problems but you hid them so well."

You look up at him, he looks back at you.

You put your hand on his cheek and rub it, then play with his hair, "i love you."

should i write a spencer x reader where its more of teen struggles and spencer helps y/n with them. like insecurities, depression, ED, etc?