Toxicity (Spencer Reid X Reader)

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i just got home from trick or treating, i dressed up as a pig cop and stole a trump flag and a trump sign❤ this is gonna be short, im tired

A couple of weeks later.

It had been a while since you saw Spencer but you skipped out of work to drive to the rehab to pick him up.

You mostly stayed at your friends house for a while, you got to see her kids and she always had breakfast on the stove when you woke up in the morning.

Throughout the past weeks, you were required to go to therapy by Hotch.

You are still going because you know it is what's best for you. You have the hardest time opening up or talking to someone about these issues so you haven't really been improving.

But you were trying and that was good enough for you.

You woke up extra early this morning, even before Crystal, when you got the call that Spencer was being discharged today.

You waited a while until seeing Spencer walk down the hallway with a different nurse. Spencer looks the same but with some hope in his eyes. You knew he was doing better and hoped that everything was going to be okay.

Spencer walks up to you and gives you a tights hug, lifting your body up a bit "I missed you."

"I missed you too," he gives you a peck on the lips and sets you down as you two walk out together.

You and Spencer get in the car, you in the driver's seat.

There was a thirty minute drives from the rehab center to Spencer's apartment so Spencer had enough time to tell you about his stay.

You two talk about your relationship and what would be best for you two.

"Y/n, I am beyond sorry for what I said and did while I was drunk. I know that apologizing isn't going to make it better but I really want to build our relationship from here."

You put your hand on Spencer's, "it doesn't matter, all it matters is that you're okay now."

You finally reach the apartment complex where you both get out of the car and walk up to the apartment together.

You unlock the door where Spencer turns you around as he closes the door, "you know what else I missed?"

You two exchanged multiple kisses while you walk backwards into the bedroom.

He opens the bedroom door and pushes you onto the bed.

He crawls on top of you and aggressively removes your pants after unbuttoning them. He moves up and kisses you while pulling your hair.

He leans his hand down to his pants to unbuckle his belt while his lips are locked on your.

He pulls down his pants and underwear as he moves yours out of the way. He puts himself inside of you, you feel his breathing on your shoulder. He moans as he puts it in.

He wraps his hand around your throat as he goes as fast as he can.

Something about his facial expressions and body language is what got you off, the intimacy is what matters to you.

His hand tightens around your throat as his pace quickens.

God, it feels so good.

He puts his hands on your waist as he continues and eventually releases.

You both go use the bathroom afterwards, one after the other, after putting on your clothes.

You lay on the bed with him, you putting your head on his chest. His body warmth is so comforting to you, you've never really had moments like this with him.

"I love you," Spencer gives you a kiss on the forehead.