Toxicity (Spencer Reid X Reader)

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this story is kinda dark ngl, sis has ✨issues✨ me when i accidentally write about me😳
um chile anyways so

You wake up in the middle of the day.

You decided to finish school, so you transferred your credits to an online school and decide to complete the work from home.

It would only take you a week or so to finish school. You can't believe you actually are thinking about getting a good job.

You've had a lot of trauma and you were a former drug addict that used to snort coke in the school bathroom.

Your drug addiction kept getting worse and it spiraled into heroine. You've been clean for over a year but you still sold.

You always wanted to get out of this toxic mindset. You're toxic and you like to be hurt, sometimes you're able to come out of that shell but Spencer draws you back in.

You never thought you would actually be considering having a good career. You're excited, you used to be very smart.

You still may be smart but you never cared.

After your mom died, you had nothing and never cared about anything. You only care about Spencer right now.

You've always wondered if you would ever get the chance to straighten your life out.

While you are on the laptop doing a couple of assignments, you hear the front door slam open and hit the wall. You close your laptop and go investigate.

You walk in and Spencer is lying on the ground with the door wide open.

He's drunk again.

You walk over to him and tap his back with your foot, "get up."

He nudges you away, you put your hand on his shoulder and turn him over on his back. He grabs your wrist, "don't touch me." His eyes are bloodshot red and he's very angry.

"Fine, I hope you choke on your own vomit," you say, jerking your hand back.

Spencer struggles to get up as you walk away into the kitchen.

He runs after you, grabs your hair, and pulls it, "you're gonna respect me or you're not gonna be able to walk." You turns around and punch him full force in the face.

He looks at you, his mouth is bleeding. He pushes you into the room, onto the bed. He gets on top of you and pulls out his gun.

You smile at him, cynically.

He puts the gun to your head. You're not scared, you're actually aroused. He says, "you wanna do that again?"

"If I do, will you pull the trigger?"

"You think this is funny?" Spencer tightens his grip on the gun.

"Do it. Do it, daddy," you say while biting your lip and rubbing the barrel of the gun up and down.

He pulls down your pants with your panties.

He unbuckles his belt and pulls it out of his pants then unbuttons his pants. He pulls himself out of his boxers and plays with it.

He pries open your legs and shoves himself inside of you, still holding the gun.

He wraps his around around your throat while tracing the gun down to your neck.

"You like that? You like when I'm hurting you?" Spencer says as he slaps you very roughly.

"Shoot me while you cum, baby," you bit your lip.

"Okay," Spencer goes as fast as he can then slows down. He puts the gun to your head and releases inside of you then pulls the trigger.

Nothing happened, Spencer starts laughing, "it's not loaded."

He throws the gun aside and lays down.

He grabs the pack of cigarettes laying on the night stand and takes one out, "do you have a light?"

You pull out a lighter, light it, and put it up to Spencer's cigarette. After its lit, you put the lighter back in your pocket. "Are you actually going back to school?" Spencer leans over and looks at you.

"Yeah, I registered today."

Spencer turns over and starts feeling up your shirt. You move his hand away and grab the cigarette from his hand.

You get up and take a drag of it, "literally all you want to do is fuck."

"What do you want us to do? Go on date and doing the lovey shit that you said you never wanted to do?" Spencer gets really defensive.

"This relationship is just us fucking."

"Oh, so this is a relationship now," Spencer gets up, "so you want me to get one fucking knee and say i love you."

"Yeah, maybe I do want that."

"Well, I don't love you," he gets up and gets in your face.

You look up at up and push him, tries to push you against the wall but you punch him in the face. He falls and you get on top of him.

"Be honest, baby, you like this," you say while pulling his hair.