Toxicity (Spencer Reid X Reader)

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so, if i make a high school spencer x reader..

what should his personality be?

what should y/n's personality be?

how old should spencer be?

how old should y/n be?

TW: SEXUAL ASSAULT/HARASSMENT

You wake up and Spencer is still asleep, that's odd. Spencer usually is awake or wakes you up in the morning, it must be really early.

You reach over to check your phone.

5:38 AM

You think about what time you went to sleep, it was pretty late. You only slept a couple of hours and you're not even tired.

You used to have insomnia but after years of drugs, you slept all the time.

You rubs your eyes and walk into bathroom, brush your teeth and wash your face. Your dark circles were huge.

You brush out your hair and style it.

You look into the mirror, you're unhappy. What could possibly make you unhappy at this moment? Everything was looking up.

You brush it off and walk out of the bathroom, you go into the kitchen and find something random to eat.

You're not really a breakfast type of person, you usually don't even like lunch.

You grab an apple and take a huge chunk out of it.

You decide you should probably get ready, you throw the half eaten apple in the trash can and walk into the bedroom. You walk over to your dresser and put on deodorant before you get undressed.

You pick out a random outfit and slip the clothes on.

Spencer comes up behind you, it startles you. "Don't do that again," you turn around.

You were very harsh but not in the mood. Spencer's smile turns into a frown but you don't feel bad. You walk out of the bedroom and go to the living room, where your shoes are.

You slip them on and grab your keys.

You put the keys in your pocket and go to open the door. "What's wrong?" Spencer stops you.

"I'm just not in a good mood."

"Tell me what's wrong," he walks up to you and tries to grab your hands.

You push his hands away, you're sad and you feel like crying. You didn't even want to go to work today but you knew you had to.

"Baby..." you look at him and his eyebrows are burrowed.

He's upset but you don't care.

"Spencer, kindly fuck off. My life would so much better without you. I wish we never met," you go to walk out of the apartment but turn to him, "don't fucking follow me."

Then you walk out and slam the door.

Where the fuck did that come from? You were sad but why did you take it out on Spencer, he was just trying to help.

As soon as you get in the hallway, you break down crying.

You go down the steps pretty fast and look down to make sure no one will see you. You wipe the tears quickly and stop yourself from cry even though you just wanted to fucking breakdown.

You walk to the FBI building at go into the elevator.

You go up to the BAU floor and go into the glass door. You walk over and sit at your desk.

Hotch comes to your desk and introduces you to the trainer that will be assessing you in the shooting training.

He takes you to a room, it looks like a regular shooting range.

He helps you out and shows you how to hold the gun properly. He goes through step by step processes of reflexes and how to hold and transport a gun when it is taken from a suspect.

You get the hang of it and hit the targets perfectly. He tells you where to hit the target and then you shoot it.

He tells you that you did great for your first training and that he's confident in taking me onto the field with a gun. He takes a paper and signs it for you to give to Hotch, you fold it up and place it in your back pocket.

You sit down for a moment.

The instructor shuts the door to the room and sits next to you.

He's uncomfortably close.

He reaches for you thigh and you push him away, this makes him angry. He pushes you down the bench and covers your mouth.

You push him off of you and kick him in the crotch then in the ribs.

He groans in pain and you run out of the room. You're out of breath and you decide to just leave the building all together.

The team was gone and you don't think you should tell anyone about what just happened.

You wonder if this happened to any of the other females or even males.

You run out of the FBI building after you get out of the elevator and run home. You use your key to unlock the door and go into the apartment.

You lock the apartment door and sit on the couch, staring blankly at the floor.

sorry it took so long to write this. its been really hard to write anything lately..