Toxicity (Spencer Reid X Reader)

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You pause for a moment.

Then nod your head and say yes, while letting a smile shine through.

Spencer doesn't bother putting the ring on your finger. Things were too chaotic at the moment and you were hooked up to so many machines.

He looks at it for a second, "I was thinking about doing this for a while," then looks back at you, "I was planning to do this when we got back to Virginia but I guess now is a better time than ever. I love you."

You can't keep yourself from crying tears of joy, it starts to hurt.

"I love you too."

You try to stop crying.

You were so overwhelmed by everything. You had been through a lot these past couple of days.

You and Spencer were still trying to figure things out, you got an abortion, and you just got shot. You didn't know how to process everything.

Spencer gets up and grabs your hand, he tells you to squeeze it if you start to feel overwhelmed. He doesn't want you to be too emotional so you didn't put a strain on yourself. You just got out of surgery.

He was very thoughtful. His actions proved how much he cared about you.

You had been doubting it for so long.

"Thank you," you say.

"For what?"

"For everything."

He kneels down on both of his knees. He gazes into your eyes while using his free hand to play with your hair.

"Even after everything that we have been through, I will always love you. That's why I want to spend the rest of my life with you," he moves up to give you a kiss on the forehead.

You squeeze his hand as his rubs the back of your palm with his thumb.

Hotch walks in, "we are going to have to leave soon."

"Am I okay enough to go on the jet?"

Spencer looks at you and back at Hotch, "why do we need to leave so soon?"

"We have more work to do."

"I'll go talk to the doctor," Spencer gets up and lets go of your hand. He walks out of the room with Hotch, you see him talk to a tall man in a white coat.

He comes back in shortly after, "he said you can but we have to be cautious. The team has basic first aid training so he thinks that if anything goes wrong in a two hour plane right then we'll be fine. But we just want to make sure that you are feeling okay for it."

"I'll be fine," you goes to sit up. You let out a couple of grunt because you can feel the soreness and the stitches.

Spencer walks over to you and helps you sit up, "are you okay?"

"I'm as okay as one would be after getting shot."

A nurse comes in with a wheelchair.

Spencer help you sit up to the side of hospital bed and then lifts you into the wheelchair.

You try to get use the pain of sitting up, but it doesn't help.

Spencer pushes you into the hallway where the rest of the team was talking. Most of them had cups of coffee and a snack, probably from the vending machine.

"Look who's back from the dead," Morgan says as he flashes his smile.

You smile back at him.

Spencer pushes you out of the hospital while the rest of the team walks next to him. Spencer pushes you to an SUV in the parking lot.

He helps you in the backseat and gets in with you.

Morgan gets in the front seat.

JJ, Rossi, and Hotch get into the other SUV. Both cars drive to the building where we all board the jet.

Spencer gets you in a seat and leans it back for you. The rest of the team gets in their usual seats for the ride back to the BAU.

It wouldn't be a long ride back.

You slept the whole way there and Spencer woke you up as you arrived.

He helps you back in the wheelchair and pushes you off the jet. The team goes in the BAU.

You all say goodbyes and the team wishes you well.

Spencer walks home while pushing you in the wheelchair. He helps you up the stairs and unlocks the front door as you both enter. He knew you were very tired so he takes you to the bedroom where he helps you onto the bed.

He tucks you and gives you a kiss on the forehead. He starts to go out of the room.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to sleep on the couch."

"Why?"

"I don't want to accidentally hurt you for some reason."

"Don't be silly, come on."

Spencer comes back in and takes off his blazer, shoes, socks, and tie as he lays down with you. He covers himself up and gazes at you.

"I want to wear the ring."

Spencer turns over and picks up his blazer, taking the box out of the pocket.

He opens the box, takes out the ring, and puts it on your left middle finger. He gives you a long kiss on the lips.

"I love you."

"When you get better, we can start planning the wedding."

"I can't wait to get married to you."

You eventually fall asleep after you get yourself adjusted.