(xi) contemplation

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"what are you doing here?", y/n asked, as the blonde haired man sat down next to her

"i have to leave for a business trip actually", nanami replied, "you're leaving too?"

"yeah"

"oh", he scrolled through his phone, as if he wanted to say something but decided not to. y/n narrowed her eyes at him.

"what?"

"nothing, i just thought you'd stay for longer", he replied

"why does everyone think that?"

"well, it's the first time you're back home in six years, what else are they to think?"

"fair point"

"i just have one question", he said, still not looking up from his phone

"yeah?"

"are you leaving because you actually want to or because of the silver haired overpowered child"

"come on, please don't start"

"that wasn't an answer", he said plainly, "you really seem like you have a lot on your mind, you know"

"look, i left because of him. i was running away from him. i'm not denying that", she began, "and after a while i actually started to like travelling so much"

"but?"

"i don't know, i missed home", she shrugged, "but then i was scared that i was missing him instead of missing home. and i was terrified when i realised they were one and the same."

she didn't really have anyone to rant to, all these years. she mostly just wrote it down somewhere , or drank a glass of water to calm herself. sure, she met people in different places but small talk was usually as far as anything went before she shifted to a new place.

some of the few things being home offered that she had forgotten about. she didn't have to hide how she felt. she had friends. hell, as estranged as they were, she even had family.

that should be reason enough to stay, right?

"what else do you wanna say?", nanami asked, "go on, get it out"

"WHY DID HE SLEEP WITH EVERYONE", she said a little too loudly and heads turned their way, making her clap a hand over her mouth

"come on, let's go somewhere else", he said, "my flight doesn't leave for a few hours"

they sat down in a cafe that the airport had. one of those that serve subpar food and are overpriced as fuck.

she narrated whatever happened at the bar.

"and then they said they both slept with the same person and it was the one and only gojo satoru!!", she said, shuddering as she recalled. she decided to leave out the part where he showed up to her room and told her he loved her.

"he did turn into quite the fuckboy", nanami remarked, pushing up his glasses, "that's rough"

"i'm not supposed to be affected by this", she said, clearly frustrated, "i have been away for six years, i'm supposed to have moved on, and i'm supposed to not care what he does."

"how about you stop worrying about how you're supposed to be?"

"you don't know how pathetic this makes me feel, kento senpai"

"i get it", he shrugged, "let's forget about him for a moment. didn't you have a love life all these years?"

"i didn't stay anywhere for more than a week", she thought out loud, "and i did have my own share of 'use once and ditch' "

"crude way to put it but i get your point"

"but there was one guy that could've been more. i think i just met him at the wrong time."

(i was so excited while writing this hfhreujasj)
flashback: 3 years ago

"ma'am you sure?"

"why are you complaining about me giving you more money?", y/n whined, laying her head on the cold marble counter as the bartender hesitantly went to get her another drink

"tough day?", a voice asked. a voice that made her intoxication disappear.

"satoru?"

"who's satoru?", the voice asked and she finally looked his way.

"you sound scarily like my ex", she sat up, observing his appearance.

it was a guy. a year older than her at the most. he had messy black hair and hazel eyes, and he wore a suit that looked expensive. he was gorgeous, if author-chan may say so herself.

"sorry to disappoint you, i'm not your ex", he gave her a small smile, "satoru, was it?"

"it's okay, i'm glad you're not him", she grinned

"you don't look like you should be drinking more", he remarked

"you look like you should be drinking more", she tilted her head, giving him a playful wink before holding out a hand, "i'm l/n y/n"

he held her hand firmly, shaking it.

"i'm kuroo tetsurou"

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this is a fanfic i can do whatever the fux i want 😗✌️

i'll continue this in the next chapter lmfao

(in the unlikely event that you don't know, kuroo tetsurou is a character from the anime haikyuu!! )

ALSO DID ANYONE GET IT?! HE SOUNDS LIKE GOJO BECAUSE THEIR VA IS THE SAME

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